i am dead... thats all i can say.. haha.. dead tired i mean. haha.. hmm.. forgotten wat i wanna write as well... haha.. guess when u pple read, u always read i forgot wat i wanna write.. haha..
anyway, jus had squash meeting.. will be damn busy liao sia.. thats why tired lo... kaoz.. haiz.. sooooo busy....... haha
ok la.. me go sleep le.. jus now meeting me too lame le.. haha.. okok.. nitez~
added on...
happy birthday to xuzhen and shiwei!!!
p.s. candice, i bet u forget this right? haha. hey.. i wished them on that day liao hoh. :P

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
3:08 AM

stupid internet explorer.. this is the third time i logging into blogger liao.. cos the window kept shutting off by itself.. haiz.. sian..
make me forgot wat i wan to write.. haiz.. hmm.. wat did i wanna write? eh...
hmm.. yup.. wj called me the day b4 *on my hp*.. haiz.. for counselling.. shall not elaborate on her that prob.. haiz.. felt quite useless la.. wan to help her but couldnt.. she's asking me something that i noe how she feels but dunno how to ans her question.. haiz.. but of cos.. i still hope wat i said help her though..
this week is study week.. i am still stuck on math.. haiz.. why like that.. doing them real slow sia.. *even when i am saying this here, i am doing nothing to improve* haiz.. sld change the *busy at tt side <--- back to procrastination*
very sian ah!!! haiz.. my memory hoh.. really getting bad sia.. one moment i thinking of this, the next moment i forgot wat i tot the previous moment... haha.. good or bad?? BAD FOR EXAMS LA!!! haha..
haiz.. ok la.. me go slack somemore then go sleep liao.. very SIAN!!!! WHY!!! haiz..
good luck.
nitez~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
12:31 AM

wan to complain... ytd the moth hoh.. really follow me everywhere ah.. in the end it made me sleep in the living room... haha... after i shut down e com, wan to sleep, regardless whether it is in the room or not.. but.. it flew down onto my bed... haiz... so i took my pillow out.. wan to walk out, it flew to the wall.. so i have to climb over my bed to get out.. while climbing, it flew like siao everywhere... kaoz.. so in the end me sleep in living room... haha..woke up by my mummy at 6 am.. to go my room sleep.. she was shocked i am outside.. haha
anyway, jus did my blogskin. haha. yellow's nicer. haha so in the end i forgot wat i wanna write again.. haiz.. do the skin for so long... tml gonna pia study liao.. hehe..
ok... nitez~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
3:52 AM

there's a moth in my room now.. since jus now 8pm, it had been following me ard.... how?? how to sleep.. even though it looks like its asleep la.. but hoh.. it is still there!!! haiz..window open till so big liao.. cant it get the hint.. haha...
today woke up very early.. due to some reasons.. haha.. one of them is.. sylvia!! next time hoh other day will happen de things hoh, tell me the day before can... make me jump up so early thinking that it is the day... haha.. other reasons, forget abt it.. hmm.. so i went to buy breakfast while sandy went to meet her frens. 1st time in life i going to buy breakfast on a sunday morn.. so much so that.. my mummy have to call and ask... "u noe where to buy hoh?" -_-||| ya la.. even though the last time i went and bought from all the wrong stalls la.. but hoh.. this time i noe mah.. its not like i nv buy thing b4.. hahahai got buy lunch and dinner one ok....... haha..
yup.. then after lunch, lied on my bed to read the books i borrowed from the library.. then i fell asleep.. till 6 pm... ahahahaha.. another fruitless day.. so useless..
anyway, next week is study week liao.. must pia. haha. but i will only study when its the time la.. i will not study when i am at home.. so..... *home is for rest* will be going out to find a place to study ba... hmm..
kaoz.. now the moth jus move to another place.. hidding.. think i cannot see ah.. i can see it moving its feelers.. yieeeeeee!!!!!!!! and its head too.. yikes!!!!! can go away a not huh...... if not i really no need sleep le... if i sleep hoh, i scared it will fly to my bed and i crush it accidently leh... NOW IT MOVE AGAIN!!!!!!!!! how?? haiz..
ok la.. see how lo.. it better zi dong yi dian... haiz.. make me forgot wat i wanna write again.. haiz..
oh ya.. exam coming le.. and i jus lost all my confidence... haiz.. will need to go search for them again sia.. the confidence that i accumulated for 1 1/2 years jus gone down the drain.. hmm... will need to get them all back within one week... HOW!! haiz.. ok la.. study time will mean study!! gambatte pple!
stupid moth.. u better become paralyze now.. tml then recover and go away ok? haha. nitez~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
2:09 AM

that day jus couldnt find someone to quarrel with la.. that's why.. haha.. no la.. still sad when i think of.. haiz.. don say liao.
hmm.. ytd went seoul garden. haiyo.. eat not alot la.. haha.. haiz.. feli and gor had to leave early.. so left me and nick only.. we went play arcade. haha. feli noe wat? nick paid leh. ahha.. so rare one. so of cos must bu ke qi la. hahaa..
oh ya.. i checked the bus guide to see how to go.. but hoh.. when i reach orchard there hoh.. cannot find that bus leh.. haiz.. so in the end i tot.. alr 25 min late le.. so.. i took a cab.. haha.. think i was at the wrong side of orchard ah.. that uncle dunno say wat why i take cab down here then he have to go very far to make a u-turn... haha.. in the end when i reach, u all HAVEN reach.... haha..
go home that time also ah.. not sure how to. but nvm la. i am still home. haha
think my suay month is here again liao. haha..alot of things happen la.. *my leg**my result*#haiz..# then today, went to buy dinner that time, got yu4 gan3 that something will fall... and so i walk inside the building.. haha.. going home, walk under a tree.. stopped to look at something.. and guess wat? a very very thick but quite short branch fell a few steps ahead. and broke into dunno how many pieces sia.. wat would happen if i had continued walking? haha..
now got bitten by a mosquito.. so fat liao still keep biting me.. haha
oh ya.. i remember something.. maybe the spraining of my leg is trying to tell me something.. that i'll fall.. haha.. and i did ya? hmm.. like down a flight of stairs.. but no matter wat, i'll still have to stand up and walk again right? cannot fall and cry down there mah.. who will help u up if u don help urself? so yup.. i'll stand up and climb again..
hmm.. but disappointed la.. haiz.. jus hope tt i'll not get addicted in getting them man.. like i did in sec sch hoh.. haha.. i'll remember wat i said last time la. ppl gambatte!
hmm.. i forgot wat i wanna write again.. haiz.. forever one leh.. haiz... ok la.. me go sleep le. nitez!

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
4:29 AM

which damn bloody idiot went to delete something??!!!!
hey candice, no need to thank me for my understanding la.. haha.. cos job interview is more impt. the offer comes once whereas we can always go out another day.. haha..
the truth is... i where got so good right? but i am.. haha..
(1) my leg haven ok yet.. cannot play badminton..
(2) me going to seoul garden with my cousins..
haha.. sorry leh.. =D
haiz... today.. morning went earlier to study with reg for chinese!!! then 4 lecturers passed by.. one of them is quek.. so decided to ask him for thermo results.. haiz.. regret it man.. haiz.. cos.. i got a DAMN BLOODY FREAKY FAT FAT D D D D D D D D D D D D D D D D DDDDD......... idiot!! haiz... overall leh!!! haiz..
i think i ought to go kill myself for blanking out that day.. haiz.. why on earth did i blank out!!!! thermo is the only subject i got go do the tutorials lo... and got practice lo... and yet.. I BLANK OUT!!!!! DAMN IT LA!!! haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. first D.. haiz.. demoralised.. haiz..
anyway, it really affected me doing my chinese.. throughout, my mind will suddenly go blank.. and i'll be thinking abt thermo.. haiz... i noe its over and i sld not be thinking la.. haiz.. luckily regina kept reminding me to do my paper.. haiz.. the paper quite ok la.. but i did it very slowly.. left 30 min, i still left with letter writing, translation and compre.. 2 hr paper leh.. but i still manage to finish la.. all crap la!
haiz.. think of the D then sad ah.. haiz.. but hoh.. at the same time, sometimes when i think, i don feel anything leh.. haiz.. then sometimes will become very sad.. y ah.. i've got split personalities... haha....... hahaha.... haiz...
went woodlands with reg today.. was in the buying thing mood.. haiz.. lucky remember need to buy oli present.. haha... if not i'll be buying useless stuff... for the first time. haha.. haiz....... haiz... haiz.
HAIYA!!! forgot wat i wan to write le la!!! haiz.. NITEZ!

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
3:09 AM

didnt update ytd.. ahha.. trying to prove to myself tt i am not addicted to the com.. ya. haha..
anyway, ytd had bio lab quiz... ---___---||| i am still grieving over it.. haha
wong gave each person a no.. i was 15.. so i tot.. wa 15.. haha still way behind.. so.. i relax.. then he called "15" to go first... i was like.. O_O|||| haha.. then i went over.. and damn it lo.. i really dunno wat to say leh.. so tok a bit of nonsence tt didnt work out.. haha.. then i told him.. "i really dunno"... test leh!!! who in the world will tell a teacher tt??!!! ME!!!! kaoz.. haha.. and then he say... "ok.. u go back and read thru.. later i call u again." PHEW!!!! where in the world will u find a lecturer like tt?? haha..
so i went back and relax a while... great joke sia.. everybody laughed.. -_-||| haha.. then went back later, was better.. eventhough i didnt really flip thru the notes... haha.. crapped.. but.. the sec experiment!!!! i crapped like shit ah!! haiz.. NO COMMON SENSE!! WAT HAPPENED TO U!!!! HAIZ!! haha.. lyophilisation leh.. water removed is 97% or more leh.. why u say 10%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stupid.. hahaa.. hey pple laugh. LaUgh Now!! hahahaa.. haiz.. then when i said that, wong face immediately changed.. like wan to laugh then cannot like that.. hahaha so i knew it was wrong.. ABSOLUTELY WRONG!!!! he asked "10%??" then i replied.. "maybe more than 10%....???" haha.. very lame la.. i am playing with 10% of my total marks!!!!!! haa...haiz.. very lame la.. then he ask me abt e process.. how to operate the machine.. i tok tok tok.. trying to move away from tt question.. it was quite successful.. until... i ask him.. did u ask me tt?? stupid me la!!! haa.. throw myself back into the hole again. haha.. then i wanted to say... "press the on button??" but didnt.. if not i really will get killed i tell u.. haha.. so i told him.. "like tt lo".. is it worse??? haiz.. i tell u ah.. i dunno how to control my brain ytd sia.. like siao one like that.. hahaa.. then he gave me a very very weird and amusing look.. and say.. "ok.... can alr.. u ask *forgot wat no.* in.."
haha... joke sia.. haha.. and thanks sylvia and ck for mentioning e incident in ur blogs.. hahaa.. hahahahahhaa... very funny right? haha yup.. indeed.. funniest moment.
then again.. i AM still grieving over it.. haiz..
haha. ytd was really really very funny la. still got alot of things that happen. haha ok.. today.. went for math. yong gave quite a lot of tips i can say?? but think also useless one la..
then after sch, went to buy safety boots.. and my toe nail came off ytd.. right side one.. haiz.. haha.. then he gave me a right side one to try.. so must very careful.. haha.. then went to the library with reg to study... CHINESE!!! TML EXAM LE!!!! yup.. more effective than studying myself la.. even though we didnt tok abt the paper but oth things.. haha.. then i went to buy some FOOD!!! 3/4 chocolate.. haha.. reg tot i siao.. yup.. u noe wat? i am CRAZY!!!
haiyo.. ever since i left the library, i haven study till.. haha.. ok... me will go study after slacking for a while more.. haha..
okok.. so... nitez!!!
oh ya.. forgot to say.. i recieved a card from WJ!! she sent us the photo we took at j8 the other day.. background very nice.. we very small.. haha. will treasure it. haha
hmm.. ya and also.. my philosophy now.. the more a person want me to be pissed, the more i will be happy!! jus to piss that person off. haha. ya.. hmm.. can help me rephrase this sentence? haha.. ok.. -_-||| i am getting siao....
nitez!!!

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
11:46 PM

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\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
11:35 PM

met up with candice ytd.. haha.. sprained my leg.. so went library instead. haha freezing cold.. haha.. read some mags.. candice.. ur speed hoh.. really very fast leh.. haha yup. then went to orange julius for some refreshment. haa.. walk around for a while then go home le.. haa.. hey if can make it, this fri can play badminton. haha
then hoh... forgot to give candice the umbrella back.. haiz.. gonna keep for dunno how long le. haha. yup. thanks candice for the prezzie. like it very much. hope u like urs too. haha. its a bag hoh.. for u to act femine one.. haha..
suddenly when all the projects are handed up, like nothing to do leh.. haha.. so empty.. *even though i don do when there are projects* yup..
thurs got chinese common test le.. haa.. go home gonna memorise the chinese translated words.. haha.. 56 of them.. 1 1/2 hr enough hoh.. like a bit too much.. but learning myself will take a bit longer la.. haa.. unless got ppl give me spelling la. haha. yup. after the words, gotta go memorise the things that need to be remembered. haha.
oh ya.. feli ah.. that day, didnt noe u all coming.. so i told oli abt my leg.. haha b4 that, was pretending like nth like tt cos didnt wan my daddy to noe.. haha then u all came and... hmm.. aha noe y don wan let him noe?
cos.. last time min leg sprain, my daddy help her dunno do wat la.. look very painful.. haha.. and yeah.. ytd my leg better le.. no pain, can walk.. haha.. then my daddy twist and turn it.. omg.. nearly cry sia.. haha.. but anyway, there's no diff la.. same one..
the ankle there is swallon le.. but no pain leh.. why ah?? hmm.. see how first ba.. haha
ok la.. now in lab, nothing to do.. so crap a bit. very sian ah.. ExAms CuMinG!!!!! AttAcHmeNt CumIng!!!! haa.. don mind me.. jus saying for fun.. haha.. ok la.. very sian..
haiz.. take care~
Choose your friends by their character, and choose your socks by their color. Choosing your socks by their character makes no sense, and choosing your friends by their color is unthinkable.
True friends are the ones who never leave your heart, even if they leave your life for a while. Even after years apart, you pick up with them right where you left off, and even if they die, theyre never dead in your heart.
Be yourself because the people that mind don't matter and the people that matter don't mind.

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
3:50 PM

i am so touched!! thank you to my beloved relatives!! hehe.. to think that u all can get auntie cici to pretend to call.. haha.. and the next thing, u all appeared at the door!! thanks so much!! hehe
today morn, went out and forgot my wallet.. so went home take.. on the way to the courts, the security guard tok to me.. ask me abt squash sia.. haha.. then the weather very humid.. no mood play.. haha.. perspiring leh.. haha then.. later got the game with e tennis ball.. and... when i tried to catch one ball, i fell.. apparently i forgot to move my left leg.. so.. *crack crack crack* yup three times.. and i was like *damn..* haha.. yup. i sprained my leg.. haha.. wat a day.. lame la.. first time in life sia.. but still i nv go get it bandaged.. haha.. oh ya.. i did it myself.. and it looks kinda.. don say liao.. too long nv practice.. haha.. *yup.. feli, i took it out quickly when u all came* haha too paiseh liao.. hehe
and when i fell, got no feeling one leh.. no pain.. now getting painful le.. hope tml still can walk.. meeting candice.. actually is.. haiz.. now we are going to the library to upgrade!! haha.. okok.. the library's a great place ok. thanks candice for understanding.
yup. on my way home, on the train, WJ called from aussie.. to my hp.. omg.. haha.. hehe glad to recieve her call!! chatted for 10 min.. and she told me alot.. hmm.. she's like not happy there.. haiz.. she said, she need encouragement from me.. cos i am a very optimistic ger to her.. hmm.. is tt so, candice? so i've decided.. for that, i will remain optimistic and will be even more optimistic!!! so i can be a pillar for them. :) yup..
jus now swallowed the 10 pills.. and i drank 4 full cups of water.. kaoz.. morning 10, night 10, that means 8 cups of water.. healthy lifestyle ya.. break record sia.. haha.. and i took 1/2 hour to finish them.. nearly died of excessive water.. ahha and the pills are really small lo.. dunno why i cant swallow.. xin1 li3 zhuo4 yong4.. haha tml morn have to eat again.. omg... there are near 200 pills lo.. die... haha.. may i master the art of swallowing sia.. haha..
okok.. yeah!! meeting candice tml!! hey candice, tml i cannot walk u must carry me hoh.. haha okok.. nitez~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
1:53 AM

discover what candy you are @ quiz me

ytd too tired le.. so slept.. till today 330pm.. haha ytd finished QC report le!!! haa.. and guess wat? my report was the thinnest among all... haha... cos i did e minimum.. haha.. -_-||| yup..
then went to j8 with reg.. bought candice prezzie le. haha.. but hoh.. i guess its not the one she wan la.. haha.. got an idea wat to get for oli le.. haha.. all belated one.
yup.. my mummy got me some pills.. cos she say i very weak.. hmm.. but hoh.. i eat one pill i choke one time leh.. this one morn must eat 10, night must also eat 10 leh.. doesnt that mean i will have to choke for 20 times a day???? -_-|||
haha..
damn.. jus now i still remember wat i wanna write one.. now forgot le.. haha.. forget it la.. me go sleep le.. tml going for squash.. hmm.. sld go? fine la. wed nv go.. tml go lo.
oh ya.. chinese hoh.. that day rush the letters.. next day no need hand in... haiz.. nvm la.. at least now noe the format.. haha... sian le.. next week thurs got chinese test le.. haha..
ok.. me go sleep le..
lastly, happy b'dae to me myself &i hehe
nitez~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
12:21 AM

tell u something.. QC SUX!!!! heng i nv choose GMP.. haha.. haiz..
ok.. i go sleep liao.. bye. o_O||

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
3:52 AM

stupid.. supposed to do QC.. but.. slacking that time com tio virus.. now cannot do cos damn lag... haiz.. tml going to sch early to do the chinese letters.. hope can do sia.. haha
tml got squash also.. like very rush.. haha.. anyway, hope its ok bah.. haha
the QC report hoh.. haiz.. sian..
ok la.. i nv go and remember wat i wanna write these few days.. so.. all forgotten liao.. yup.. thats why so short.. haha
oh ya.. candice, saw u on tv. hahahaha.. iras that news.. haha tell u some other time..
ok la.. now i still scanning my com leh.... have to leave it on liao.. haiz.. cos i buay tahan le.. gotta sleep.. fruitless day AGAIN!!! stupid idiot.
nitez~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
2:37 AM

now at the computer lab.. doing bio lab report.. sian ah.. haha.. sld be able to finish ba.. but a bit lazy liao.. so slacking. haha anyway, ck change her bloggie liao.. haha cos... she forgot her password to the other one.. haha.
yup. later tonight must find info for QC le.. sian... haiz.. but no choice.. need to hand in by fri.. haiz..
ytd slept early but still tired. haha.. ok la..
me go slack le. take care~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
5:27 PM

today... haiz.. die liao la.. haiz... thermo sure get C and below le.. blank out at question 3.. heng Qn 4 still noe.. then blank out at Qn 5 again.. siao liao.. haiz.. then until last 10 min then started to get the pict again.. then.. cos of panic, no time mah.. so.. gave up.. damn.. idiotic.. haiz..
then QC.. haiz.. crap! alot of crap.. haha.. laughing at my ans again.. haha.. stupid la.. haiz.. got one formula, i forgot to square it!!! wasted la.. haiz.. stupid.. haiz.. hope can still manage B.. haiz.. hope ah.. *fat hope*
haiz.. now confirm one C or even below.. my chinese cannot get C!!!!! damn.. haiz.. haiz.. how to sia.. haiz..
oh ya.. that day the elearning thing hoh.. haiz.. i only got 19/30 leh... haiz haiz.. haiz.. sian..
morale low.. but anyway, look on the bright side.. 2 down! 4 more to go. yeah. plus QC project sia.. haven start.. haha.. sian ah.. haiz..
now waiting for nick to send me something to send to feli.. hmm.. sooooo slow.... haiz.. how how how?? i wanna sleep... haha.. how?
tml gotta go bai bai. so must wake up early.. haha.. drained le..
haiz.. wait till he cannot tahan ba.. haha
me go slack le. nitez~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
12:47 AM

jus here to update a bit..
hApPy BiRtHdAe OlIvIa!!!!
yup. ytd had the chinese presentation. chong meng one was the best. followed by regina's and li yuan one.. mine ah.. haha.. at least i managed to keep my shivering la.. *cos i looking at the table..* haha
then ya i forgotten wat i wanna write again.
anyway, i haven study QC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! die liao sia.. tml paper.. siao..
thermo, realise that i remember tml forgot.. how??!! haiz..
but i atill aiming for a B only.. hope can for thermo sia.. haiz..
ok la.. me go le.. tml paper!!!!!!!! haiz..
nitez~ everybody jia you!!!!

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
12:43 AM

today went sch early.. haha.. so slack there lo. haha. peaceful. haha.. then went for math lesson.. haiz.. getting lost liao wor.. haha.. haiz..
then today got fluid lesson.. guess wat.. i brought all my notes.. but.. nv bring fluid's one.. haiz.. so hopeless.. haha..
then went for the tok.. but yow.. haiz.. got a form to fill in wat we wanna opt for the next sem.. attachment or project or overseas.. WU LIAO LA!!! its like no choice lo.. haiz.. the overseas one.. they haven found any lo.. then attachment one is for those chosen one lo... so.. wats left?? project la.. i don like to do project la.. haiz.. so sian one.. wan attachment.. but wat to do.. still wanna choose attachment first one... but.. do wanna risk getting attachment in CPTC lo.. haiz... so.. too bad.. haiz..
yup. then after sch, studied.. could set my mind into study mode sia.. haiz.. thermo tutorial 3 aso got quest dunno how to do.. haiz.. sian.. so went to write chinese.. haiz.. ya.. looks terrible sia.. haha heng got sylvia help me write a bit, and regina to also help me write a bit and edit lo. thanks alot!! hehe
after that, went for squash.. ahha.. to relief stress. haha.. and it did. if not i will not be here ya? haha.. tiring.. yeah. but still fun la. practice alot of forehand today.. realise my mistake liao.. will change. hehe then going home that time, took the same train as melvin. surprisingly, manage to tok throughout the journey. haha.. he ask me a few questions tt left me quite stun.. but still gave him the ans la...
melvin: wat's the goal of us practicing everyweek? cannot be play for the sake of playing right?
me: hmm.. depends on individual lo. some really jus play for the sake of playing..
melvin: hmm.. but its like wat are we playing for?
me: hmm.. ivp lo.
melvin: haha.. don even noe if we will still play a not.. next year we are in year three le..
me: ya. but the last ivp also alot of year three..
melvin: is it? then do u think we will ever get ready?
me: *stunned* hmm..
melvin: its like theres no rush to really train up..
okok.. lazy to type everything la.. true.. will we even get ready? haiz.. diff question..
tml is the presentation le.. i must change my state le.. if not.. how to present sia.. might be very very soft.. haha.. must try to change. ya.. its 15%.. i only aim for 8% can liao la.. don expect too much.. haha.. then.. got elearning quiz.. die liao sia.. haha.. sylvia tested me today.. haven learn one la.. guess wat also wrong leh.. haiz.. its 10%.. ya.. so.. i am going to get the full 10%.. depending on it lo.. haha i will!! hehe.. hope so ba. learn that piece of paper can liao hoh.. haha.. history of china i don mind la.. but don give me geography leh.. i don like geo.. haha.. yeah.. going to go memorise liao.. i noe its a bit late liao.. but its only 144 ans to memorise ONLY~ haha.. i only managed 30.. till now.. haha.. in the afternoon memorise one la.. so.. 114 more to go.. think i can do it?? haiz.. ok la.. i must get the 10% lo.. if not.. haiz.. final year paper have to pia like siao.. haha..
and hey regina! note for u.. haha.. i am depending on u le! haha.. as if can copy till like that.. haha.. ok la.. thanks regina for all ur help in chinese.. hehe thanks!
oh ya.. btw, if i have sore throat tml, can no need present?? haha.. better not try sia.. later no marks at all.. haha..
okok.. going to memorise le. nitez~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
11:37 PM

damn.. i am a slacker.. haiz.. jus did the part on the history of Great Wall.. haiz.. and i jus cant sit still sia.. went to get things to eat.. drink.. haiz.. 4 to 5 times le.. haiz.. so stupid.. anyway, i will complete it today.. ya..
ytd, tok to wj.. cos her nick don seem to look happy.. ya.. found out that her ex is like... ridiculous! let me see him and i'll....... anyway, hope she'll get over it. i know she will.. soon.
ya. remember ytd wat i wanna write le.. in the morn, went to sch early.. tml also.. haha.. ya.. then slept.. until some guys came.. played the guitar.. *it was ok* until they started to sing... haha... cannot sia.. kept me awake.. haha.. every note was off key.. haha.. think they did it on purpose one la..
haiz.. sian.. how.. i don like to do chinese.. haiz.. dowan.. *bear with it... 2 more week only..* haiz.. that means exams nearing!!! damn.. haiz..
this sat got QC and thermo common test.. 40% leh.. haiz.. haven study.. how.. haiz.. procrastination again.. i need pple to sit down and force me to do one sia.. haiz..
ok la.. faster get back to my speech.. *chinese*... haiz..
oh ya.. our *home* blk Q level 4.. no longer our home liao.. haiz.. don seem to belong there anymore.. haiz.. they belong to *some* project students le..... haiz.. who complain abt us.. haiz.. why liddat.. haiz.
okok.. tml got squash.. hmm..
this week is gonna be hectic.. haiz.. sian.... nitez~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
12:43 AM

now in computer lab.. sianz... jus plainly sian. haha
today only got two lectures.. bioprocess and math.. haiz.. so sian.. then wan stay back to do the chinese thing, regina suddenly last min got meeting.. haiz.. wat to do? do myself loh.. only no motivation.. haiz..
the QC report how.. haiz.. dunno wat to do cos i nv bring the paper.. then tml lab report, don have the readings.. lucky sylvia doing. haha thanks.
yup.. then think today is jus like that lo..
sian.. haha.. ok.. me give myself motivation.. now go do chinese!!!! ok.. bye~
early good nite~

AT THE WINDOW
Mary BlackBonnet

A small girl stands at the window,
staring out into the waning light.
Wrapped in her solitary misery,
searching for someone to save her.
But the street is deserted,
the window bolted.
The monster she is afraid of,
is locked inside with her.
She has no protection, no savior.
So she reaches deep within her,
and brings forth hidden strength.
Quietly splits herself into pieces,
separates from reality.
Moving through the pain,
she pastes a smile on her face.
Pretending like life is normal and wonderful.
She is alone,
always alone,
a small girl
standing at the window.
~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
5:05 PM

today.. i am better le. haha but the voice still the same la.. haha anyway, ytd promised my sis that i will accompany her to eat breakfast today morning.. yeah i did promise that.. but.. when she woke me up this morn, i lazy mah.. so.. i like a log lo.. then my mummy say don disturb me.. followed by a "suan".. "she where got so early wake up to go eat one".. haha yup.. so.. my mummy close my door.. but my sis came and open and slam it again. haha yeah.. feli guess who? i bet u'd guess it right. anyway, i don blame her la.. if its me, i'll make sure i'll slam louder.. haha.. yup. anyway, i still continue sleeping.. think by slamming the door u will wake me up? no.. the more u wan me to wake up, the more i'll stay in my bed. haha.. yup.. then the whole family went to eat.. -_-||| *throw me at home* haha then my sis came back.. and i was still sleeping.. she knew that.. so she press the doorbell on purpose eventhough she have the key.. and waited for me to open the door.. so.. i went to open la.. but u think i stand up le i cannot go back to sleep meh? haha so i went back to sleep.. *i am a pig* yup. *trying to irritate her.* haha
woke up at around 1.. then eat lunch.. then slack around.. finish up thermo tutorial 5.. didnt noe how to do.. guess how i finish it? i follow the steps given by song.. yup. so its like photocopying another set of ans.. haha.. sian ah.. haiz..
yup. then at nite iron clothe.. then now online le.. haha.. hmm.. nv step out of my hse today!! hahaha. yeah! did it again.
actually supposed to go swimming one.. but.. haha.. my shoulder shedding burnt skin leh.. haiz.. one week later then peel one.. aiyo..haiz..
ok la.. me go off le.. nitez~
oh ya.. tml no thermo lect.. alot of ppl ask me.. haha hmm.. including zheng wen.. haha he said "thanks" leh. miracle sia.. haha.. ok la.. really bye liao.. nitezz~~~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
12:10 AM

ytd nite was terrible.. but still manage to sleep for a few hours la.. haiz.. stupid mosquitos.. keep biting me.. irritating.. then when i on the fan, i feel terribly cold.. off the fan, like in suana like that.. wat to do sia.. haiz.. so whole nite was like waking up, on fan, sleep.. then wake up, off fan.. haha...
then today morning woke up.. really very terrible.. cannot get enuf air into my lungs.. was like gasping for air.. but after abt 2 hrs then better le.. actually didnt wan go for squash.. but.. haha.. if xinxin can accompany me down when she's ill, then why cant i do the same for her? yup.. so went down.. took 1 hr to stagger to sch sia.. haha.. was late for more than 1 hr our meeting time.. haha anyway, i still played la.. but after a while hafta rest.. haha so only did like forehand today?? haiz.. and that few games we had.. haha yup..
sry leh candice.. didnt accompany u when u ask me go makan.. wan to pass my flu to u also no chance.. haha ur prezzie will be real belated.. haha
haiz.. the attachment.. haiz.. how how how.. may still be able to go for ivp ba.. but hoh.. if me mich and hanfang are going down for attachment, xinxin will be the only one left to go for training leh.. haiz.. xinxin don worry.. we will find time train together one.. eh.. but count hanfang out cos she might be going overseas for attachment.. so good sia.. we don have that life in cpt man.. free labour.. no transport fees somemore... haiz..
ok la.. me go try sleep liao. now at least can breathe le. and.. i will get well by monday!
nitez~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
12:43 AM

ytd.. woke up.. and i lost my voice.. haha called regina on the mrt.. see whether she wake up liao not.. cos she didnt reply my msg.. so was like an idiot like tt, practising to tok.. haha then reach sch, went to print fluid lab report.. and left my diskette there.. haiz.. today go find and its gone.. *my diskette too cute liao*haha then went to chinese lesson.. cannot tok at all.. until regina came then got a bit of sound.. haha.. kpet dozing off in cls.. haha *as usual* haha..
after that 2 hrs, we walk to amk mrt to take train.. -_-| haha.. i went home.. note: the teacher end lesson late.. yup.. then reach home, got scolding.. cos my mummy cook liao waiting for me to eat.. say why i took so long to come home.. then i replied, "cos my teacher end late mah.." then she replied.. "ur teacher end late not my business rite?!!!" of cos i replied!! "my teacher end late wat u wan me to do??!" haha.. and she said.. "why cant u jus shut up and don tok??!!!" and yeah.. i shut up.. -_-||| haha wat u wan me to do leh? haha then i went to slp.. for 4 hrs.. haha. then wake up and went back to sch for nite lessons.. -_-||| didnt want to go one.. haiz.. yup.. was late.. but mr song was later. haha
after lesson, regina was doing thermo tut.. keep up the good work man. haha
then went home.. was dying at that point of time.. haha.. then at nite, didnt come online.. cos... i watching tv!!! haha then wan to sleep tt time, couldnt slp cos i cannot breathe.. haiz.. so end up.. sleep 10 min awake 1 hr.. till morning.. haiz.. sian..
then today go sch that time, woke up late.. got bio lab la.. haiz.. and supposed to be late.. but my daddy fetch me to sch.. nobody seems to realise i am sick.. until i say so.. haiz.. so he was like toking and toking why i wake up so late.. and if he didnt come, then i'll be late for sch.. ya.. and my mood wasnt exactly good... so.. got attitude la.. then he ask y i like that.. and so i said.. i sick la.. everywhere stuck.. cannot breathe cannot tok cannot hear. haiz.. these two days they keep asking questions sia.. haiz.. so many..
then reach sch.. the lab is so short lo.. haiz.. stupid.. then studied in sch for a while.. then brain dead le.. so went home.. siannn.....
reach home, got fever.. my mummy touch my forehead and say don have.. how can don have lo.. its so hot.. haha.. cos she was cooking and her hand was warm.. haha..
jus now ate one antibiotic.. wanted to try swallow.. even though i noe i will choke.. haha. and yeah.. i still cant do it.. so was like waiting for it to dissolve.. haiz.. until it become 1/4 a 5cent coin.. then i manage to swallow.. haha
now i am really very sleepy.. but i cant breathe.... so i cant sleep... and my daddy keep coming to scare me.. say wat i sick then still dowan sleep.. then still dare say i sick.. haiz.. i cannot breathe la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can don tok to me in the middle of the nite? haiz..
i rather do something else than lie on bed wanting to sleep but cannot.. haiz..
anyway, i think i better go off le.. haha.. go stare in space... so the next time my daddy come, he will think i alr gone crazy.. haha
oh ya candice.. brain dead.. no idea wat to get for u.. so.. can tell me?? hehe.. gotta give u a belated one liao.. anyway, now's after 12...
HaPpY bIrThDaY!!!!!!!!!!
oh ya.. that stupid free labour attachment is on 10 may... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and our exams finsih on 8 may!!!! wth.. haiz.. nitez

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
12:19 AM

ytd, wj com got hacked. i think that person got nothing better to do lo.. haiz.. hack for wat? that person kept changing the wall paper into something scary.. and kept closing her windows.. ask kguy for help. wonder if she will follow. thank kguy anyway! yup. i also gave her a stupid idea.. change e wall paper into something scarier.. hmm.. wonder if that'll work as well.. haha.. hope that wu liao person will stop sia.. haiz..
hmm.. today.. completed the math project!!! ck ah.. me nv do much leh.. got u then complete one.. haha.. also found out that i need ppl to do with me then i will come out with ans.. haha.. so its ur gong1 lao2 ok..
yup. very funny one.. ck went to meet her mentors.. then me and xinxin decided to go for lunch.. and so i msg ck.. and really very qiao3.. ck msg me to open door.. haha so... ya.. me in mac there liao. hehe
then in sempro room, i remember leonard saying something like this when someone asked why the next room only got ard 10 ppl.. "u look at albert then u noe why" haha.. albert is our pem mentor leh... hahahahah
yup. then was slacking ard.. then went for squash. haha today was fun! me, xin xin, hanfang and eric trained forehand, backhand, bows, cross-court successfully!! quote from coach "monkey see monkey do" haha.. good or bad leh? u think urself bah.. haha
yup then there was this tried but failed assasination of coach attempt.. haha.. if u noe wat i mean.. haha.. alot of our squash balls went and hit him.. haha yup then played king and queen.. melvin joined us. really very fun game sia. haha cracked lotsa jokes. haha shan't elaborate. if not u'd read till the day after.. cos i'll need to type till tml.. haha
hmm.. then jus now came home, wanted to eat something.. actually not hungry la.. but.. i jus cook mee lo.. haha.. *maggi worms*.. haha damn full.. haha
yup.. the CHINESE PRESENTATION!!! i think i am dead.. haha.. when present ah? anyway, i really cant think of a topic myself.. so i asked my sis.. haha "wat u wan to noe abt china?" sandy tried to irritate me by saying "sun wukong". but i controlled my fist. haha no la i not that bad.. then min said great wall of china. cos she jus attended a seminar or tok on it. and yeah. thats it. i am doing on the great wall of china!
and the tot of it, lotsa crap are going thru my head.. but no. i am not going to present wat i am thinking sia.. haha too lame..
hmm.. on the way to the courts, told xinxin that tml is a lame day cos got so many hours of breaks.. cos i forgot abt thermo.. then later found out that it is really cancelled.. and yeah.. its lame to have 6hr 40min break ya? so i am thinking... library home library home library home?? and i think.. i've decided on home. haha then i can sleep. yeah! wanted to go library to find info on the chinese topic. haha but.. i guess sleep better la.. haha
wah.. tml is 1st april le.. so fast sia.. leslie cheung passed away for 1 yr le.. its like.. it jus happened ytd.. hmm.. time really passes very quickly.. isit true that as the years go by, time flies faster each time? hmm..
hey candice!!!! heng i read ur blog sia.. was going to get the escada perfume for u leh... haha.. too bad lo.. good for me, i can settle for something cheaper. hehe :P nonono.. me not going to get the other one for u.. muahahaha =D hey! must thank me for even thinking of buying that for u leh.. haha its the tot that counts ya? hahahaha :P
ok la.. me today update alot le.. haha very wu liao also.. so read quite a number of other pple's blog. and yeah agreed that, a blog is not a blog if it is not meant to be read. haha ya.. so now more pple noe of *my secret* liao.. haha yup. so xinxin, tag hoh. hehe
nitez~ HaPpY aPrIl fOoL's DaY!!!!

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
1:59 AM