To our beloved ah-ma..

I remember the last time U went out for dinner with us..
Before ur fall..
Still worrying about my tummyache,
Whether I ate something wrong..
I also remember the times, when U called me to hold ur hand..
Wanting to get some warmth.. and we would tok about the past,
like it was yesterday..
I also remember ur smile, when U tok about ur children,
Telling me their bad habits and their temper..
And when i asked who U loved most,
U said U Love Everyone.
U also tok to me about ur pains, and I would tell U that they were normal..
and that I also experienced them too, though mine were the minor ones..
U also told me about ur worries, and I would give U my tots,
and tell U that they will be alright..
I also remember the day when we sat down at amk,
and U were worried about me, cos i haven got a job..
Uncle Allan even joked if its my fault or the newspapers..
But dun U worry ah ma.. cos everything will be alright..
Everyone will be fine..
I also remember ur wishes for me last New Year..
and I also remember that my last phrase for U was,
Tian Tian Kai Xin..
I wish that U will suffer no more and that U'll be happy always..
Thank you ah ma, for ur everlasting love and concern..
We really appreciate it.
I LOVE YOU ah ma..
Rest in Peace~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
12:17 AM

ah... supposed to be setting the test paper.. so sian la.. but the questions are original and the pictures too! guess thats how i always make myself tired- by doing extra things. ok.. some questions i take from book one.. now only completed 15 questions.. ARGH!!! how to set chinese..... haiz.. li jie wen da.. aiya..
but imagine.. during this period of 4 months, i gave him a total of 3 math assessment books, 10 sets of math papers, 2 chinese assessment books, 6 sets of chinese papers, plus chinese writing, spelling.... blah blah blah.. thats more than the amount i do from primary 1 to sec 4 ok!!!!
but do i see improvement? hmm.. cannot say.. cos when i see a bit of improvement, the next week i will see alot of fail.. hah.. then i will get high blood then depression..
sian.. alot to say no time to say.. nowadays i must keep making myself do things.. if not will think alot.. yes alot.
ok la. dun wan think liao.. i go sleep liao..
nitez and take care.....

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
12:58 AM

see!!! me stuck again!!! gonna go again liao.. paiseh..
well, dun use the dove blue refreshing shower.. why? cos it refreshes ur senses.. and since i got alot of mosquito bites, and my senses are back to normal, i feel very itchy!!! haha.. jus joking k..
well, i am still afraid of those sudden flying creatures.. haha.. aka insects.. bigger ones la.. was calling for help jus now.. so funny..
these few days in lab got nothing to do.. i started doing really bo liao things.. haha.. need new entertainment..
hmm.. really gotta go liao. update when i got time again.. my work place is my 2nd home liao sia..
take care ppl!!

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
1:59 AM

dun like to on the com.. why? cos i get stuck!! haiz..
okok.. gtg liao.. update again ba..
hope ah ma will get better.
take care ppl.
bye and nitez~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
12:18 AM