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23/8/04 monday
was quite nervous.. cos i still didnt know how to use autocad.. haha.. but after a while, *before the boss come in la.* i forgot abt it.. haha.. until he came in then i panic liao. haha then he showed me the thing he need to redraw... i was like.... -__- *shit* haha cos i dun understand wat he wrote.. then he pass me the paper and walk away... i was like ---____---
sat there for like 1/2 hour staring at the paper.. haha.. and the picture in the com.. need to redraw it.. so.. that 1/2 hour is also spent exploring autocad.. haha.. then i started drawing.. and.... the scale of the pic and the one he wan is like... NOT TO SCALE!!!! so my boss *leon* sat beside me la. and keep pressing the calculator to help me calculate lo.. haha *my scaling machine* haha and not bad la.. he can remember alot of numbers.. haha then plus he dunno how to use autocad.. so ask me teach him. pls note.. i also forgot.. haha so.... i crap la! haha everything is crap la.. and he believe.. haha.. but can draw out can liao la... hope he don go draw in front of other ppl la.. *cross my fingers*
did the thing till lunch time, when the rest of the ppl need to use com but dun dare to say, and kept hovering ard.. haha.. so leon transfered the datas to his laptop.. while doing so, i went to check on my tests.. ghaffu and boonteen were doing.. thanks alot. can see ghaffu is very very stressed.. and kept getting alot of scoldings... haiz.. so i went and help to do lo.. in the end is i do all the rest la.. haha.. haiz.
then every morning is i order lunch one ma.. think i panic too much.. so forgot.. haha so everybody were like erm.. haha and yet nobody offered to go and buy! so i said i go la. and yup i went alone. guys are jus guys la. alright.
sld have jus let them be hungry to death right? haha. no la i not so bad.. i went to buy.. and u all noe la.. wat i choose always very mono colour one.. haha.. i TRIED ordering diff types liao.. but... still.... haiz.. either all green or watever la.. one colour la.. haha
then hoh, they damn choosy one.. haha but heng they didnt whine out loud.. if not hoh, i sure scold them one.
yup. after lunch went back to help leon complete the drawing.. haha finally it was done at ard 330.. that drawing was for shell.. haha. hope they won realise that is anyhow draw one la... *cross my fingers*
but leon was really very funny. very curious person..
oh ya.. we told ghaffu that he nv come, we completed our work very early... haha so he tried to speed up to prove that with him ard, we can finish early also.. but...... haha he suay.. one com broke down.. so we ended up late. haha
24/8/04 tuesday
was very lazy.... cos ytd do com ma.. i won mind sitting infront of the com and do something the whole day. haha
hmm.. taught ghaffu how to do the tests... haha cmi.. cos he too serious liao la.. haha.. so became slower lo. had been thinking whether i sld quit or not..
ghaffu tried again.. haha ok.. yup we finish early.. but cos they got not much samples la.
25/8/04 wednesday
decided tt i dun wan to continue liao... but cos i see daw shyan not in a good mood.. so i didnt wan to say..
boonteen help collected the samples.. ok.. some samples.. that is wat hes supposed to help la.. but the past 3-4 weeks i has been taking all myself la. hmm.. so completed the tests rather early la. yup so today i collected some only.. heng ah. haha i went back into the cabin, jus nice started pouring liao. haha
the aircon was freezing.. the water was very cold.. and i am dealing with water the whole day.. so was frozen.. haha
hmm.. ok.. we finish rather early too la.. ghaffu is trying too hard. haha
at nite went down for squash training.. haha.. was fun.. me and chinhan teamed up.. and still.. we got trashed by jessie.. haha but it was fun! got whacked my jessie's racket once.. and chinhan got hit by the ball once also.. haha..
26/8/04 thursday
was pms-ing that day.. haha serious one. and a damn lame one as well. was quite affected tat i decided not to quit again.. found out that the whole src team there noe i wanna quit liao.. wth. fine nvm la. then they were like saying to ghaffu, "u die liao, if she leave then u must take over liao" then ghaffu was like stressed up la.. then szetat say psycho me to stay la.. so i told them.. maybe i staying lo. haha... reason being? gers are frickle minded. lame -_-
when i went out to collect my samples, i sped.. haha.. normally, i ride my bike slower than pple walking.. like strolling la.. but today, i ride very fast.. then dunno which idiot go make spoil my brake.. haha..
nearly got into accident ah. stupid. haha
then tat day, had tomyam for lunch!! haha it was very very sour. but still nice la. haha hmm.. also found out something.. if i do something at my own pace, with noone to bother me or watsoever, and in a very relaxed manner, i complete things faster. haha tis very true. the more u rush me, the slower i am. haha
*boonteen was on leave* haha
27/8/04 friday
political stuff, political stuff.... haha.. quite interesting la... but hoh, not very nice as well la.
did things at my own pace again.. haha so left alot of time to crap.. haha very lame as well.. cos i abit crazy that day la.. not in the right mind. haha
was not feeling very comfortable that day.. but still i finish faster than normal.. haha..
*shit la.. i nv write down on paper.. so forgot wat i wanna say.. haha* (ya la.. all others are noted on paper one la.. haha)
oh ya.. i was touched by wat ray did la.. thanks.
28/8/04 saturday
haPpY BirThDay MicHeLle3!!!
haha.. ok.. michelle3 is michelle from cpt and squash la.. michelle2 is the year2 michelle in squash la.. then michelle... will be.. erm. the sec sch michelle la! haha.. too many michelle(s) liao..
went down for training.. haha.. was rather fun. hmm.. oh ya.. i went down earlier.. to play... PING PONG!!! haha with chinhan la. she hoh.. still dare say won let me wait.. in the end i waited for 45 min!!!!! haiz.. haha anyway, had a fun time.. i am a fast learner right? xinxin correct???! hehe okok.. i guess that is the dunno how many times i am saying that liao. ahah
then went down for squash la.. oh ya.. guess wat? i went down for training and actually didnt bring my shorts!!!!! stupid hoh? haha
so called alot of ppl.. but all left their place liao.. and hoh, found out, that when a person is nervous or wat hoh, nothing goes well one.. haha so next time gonna keep cool... haha hmm.. no next time.. haha anyway, jessie help me buy one lo... thanks! haiz..
then pay for club shirt, bankrupt liao.. haha
after training, went home to bath.. haha brought xinxin along.. haha cos the sch shower too cold la.. haha.. plus i didnt bring thing to change ma.. so went home lo.. then went to the musical by nyp.. at my place, actually got nobody one.. until my mummy they all came home, xinxin experienced my mummy *nagging* hehe from the moment she step into the place until she went out with my sis and dad for dinner la.. the type i guess some of u noe as well.. wat me stupid la.. watever la.. haha i am la ok.. hehe
the musical was not so bad la.. better than expectation. showed music thru out the 1900s.. not bad la. the band was also better than when they were giving noise pollution over at the band room beside the squash courts.. haha
after the musical, some of them wanted to go choing.. -_- for one hour or so also good... -_- they hoh, very funny.. at first say jus go amk la.. so they went out of the train.. then decided to go boat quay.. so jump back in again.. haha then melvin was imitating a china accent.. very funny.. john say i look very white and pale, say am i sick, ill or something. then i say, u cursing me ah. and melvin said in that china accent, "why he *punch* u." and he got a punch from me. haha
went home.. and my mummy actually said.. how come so fast come back liao??? -_-
29/8/04 sunday
hmm.. not a bad day la.. i actually woke up SO much earlier. haha.. felt better after everything in the afternoon.. haa.. hmm.. my sis is sooooooooooo ridiculous.. ask me buy so many things for her.. and know when she ask me to buy for her?? when i was asleep.. -_- and she said i said ok.. ........ but i dun remember leh....... haha.. nvm la.. but hoh she also very fan leh.. keep sms-ing me to remind me.. like i will forget like that.. actually ya la.. i nearly forgot.. hehe
came home, a garang guni was coming out of the lift.. there was another lift as well.. got another 3 guys waiting for lift.. i help the garang guni hold the lift.. and the three guys went into the other lift.. and the garang guni drop his things.. and so i have to help him la.. and the 3 guys??! hopeless case la. they jus stayed there.. and why on earth are they still there? cos i holding the lift la.. hahahaha.. u noe wat? guys are jus guys la.
hmm.. jus now when i was coming out of my room, my mummy accidently elbowed me in the stomach.. very pain leh.. but guess her reaction?? she was laughing so hard.. hahaha so cute la. hehe
jus now was also fighting with my sis.. play fighting la. haha she cheat me la.. and the room door was closed la.. and i was screaming for help... and nobody come save me... then i went outside... and told my mummy and daddy why i screaming for help nobody come and save me one... haha their reply?? u got scream meh? -_- am i really that soft???!!! haha but it was funny as well. hehhehe since cannot hear, i know wat to do to my sis next time liao. hahahaha
haha ok.. me wan go off liao.. hehe but wait. i remember someting..
last week, during the 2nd day of the hungry ghost festival.. ghaffu came early to collect samples.. he didnt know it wat the festival.. so when he was at the unit, he felt something weird and something following him ard la.. and came back to tell us.. when we told him it was the hungry ghost festival, everybody were freaked out. haha. funny and yet scary.. haha
oh ya.. jus now was watching tv.. on channel u.. got this show "seventh month" yup.. the storyline is ok la.. scary yet touching.. hmm.. not tt touching la.. jus a sad story la. my dad joined me to watch.. and.... at first not scary one.. my dad reaction jus scared my daylights off.. haha forever like that one.. haha so funny...
jus now recieved an email from an astrologer.. haha.. the one who always email me.. and, wat she said is like SO TRUE!!!! omg.. haha but is it true?? hmm...
okok.. me go liao.. 3 more hours then need to wake up liao.. and my sis is sleeping on my bed.. time to kick her off. haha okok... nitez~ take care ppl.
another long week to go.... hope tml i will have the conclusion of whether i am gonna stay on or not. haha...
nitez~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
11:22 PM

ok.. now update my blog.. today, sat, 21/8/04 sux. big time. haha
anyway, first ting first..
last sunday.. 15/8/04
is xiaoyi's birthday!!! haha went to celebrate.. very fun day! full of lame lame things.. haha.. ah ma very cute, all the auntys and uncles also very cute.. haha.. discover that my auntys are also the same as my mummy one.. haha very cute.
me woke up in the morning.. haha tummy very flat. haha.. cos of the training the other day.. or rather cos i haven eat.. haha but.. after eating dinner with my relatives, erm.. haha become fat again. haha.. ate too much.. then my tummy is back again. haha
anyway, had alot of fun. oh ya. nearly forgot to mention abt nick.. haha he look better in his uniform. haha and his cap. haha.. but he look so serious that day.. haha.. but he really look nicer without his hair. haha maybe cos he got his cap la.. haha he also look more tone huh. haha but his act cool look nv change la.. haha remember gera went to poke his arm muscle.. haha so funny..
got one time i got a shock.. haha.. cos alester kept disturbing me la.. then i told him that he is getting off my limits.. then nick went to scold him.. i was like -_-. think he also cannot stand alester liao la.. but kids are like that one la.. haha
after dinner nick went back to camp liao.. haha
was a happy day. hee
16/8/04 monday
back to work.. = sian. don remember liao.
17/8/04 tuesday
work again.. hmm.. nth again.
18/8/04 wednesday
shit.. i don remember as well.. anyway, its work again..
19/8/04 thursday
haha.. went back to sch for squash.. played 3 games.. lost one to chiau ying.. haiz.. same fate as her sis one. haha no wonder they are twins. haha oh ya.. ghaffu took mc.. we tot will have alot of work.. but..we finish superduper early. haha wanted to take the 4pm bus.. but didnt. haha. there was a gas leak emergency exercise.. haha so we've got to seal every opening.. very ma fan. haha but we anyhow stick one la.. i went ard spotting holes.. then they say "nvm la.. only exercise.." haha basically is stuffy to death la.. but we got a fan.. haha so everybody sat at the same corner.. haha and started laming.. haha.. very lame.. then the command centre called and say want to check our place.. guess our ans? daw shyan answered.. "i'm afraid u won be able to check our cabin.. because the door is sealed." haha good ans. then later they tot, we sld have gone out for tea man.. then no need to seal so many things.. haha one of the lame joke again.. "report of attendence in cabin.. strength:6, present:0" haha
20/8/04 friday
hmm.. ghaffu didnt come again.. guess he's pretty ill.. i am the only one who haven got an MC!!!! haha CHOY! siao..
hmm.. basically we finish pretty early again.. hmm.. but quite rush la. haha leon, our boss is there.. haiz.. that day rain very heavily.. me the only one indoor. haha cos they got alot of thing to do outside.. or rather, they stuck outside.. haha.. then only me indoor.. hahahhaa very PEACEFUL!!!!! then leon came in.. he ask me if i noe this program la, that program la.. then he got ask autocad ma.. got learn b4 then i say got lo.. hmm.. then.... i have to help him draw something!!!!! SHIT lo!!! i forgot all the codes liao.. then he showed me the pic.. and ask if one day can finish.. i say.. yup. can.. haha.. but need some time to familiarize with the program first la.. then shit. i got myself into trouble.. he installed sutocad into the com.. and... its a diff version!!!!!!! i cant even understand it!!! so i was like shity lo.. haiz.. siao liao.. haiz.. how.... but lucky no need that day do.. but.. he ask me to stay in the cabin on mon... help him draw.. HOW!!!!!!!!! HOW HOW!!!!! DIE LO!!! wat to do!!!!! aAARRRrrGGggGHHhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit.
then that boon teen is like laughing in the sly lo... but i won die jus like that one.. *hope not* hope monday got pple help me do my work hoh? haha got then i don mind sitting in front of the com and yanjiu.. don have ppl help me i still need to help him then i will go crazy.. i will make spoil the com.. hahahaa cannot..... got alot of things inside.. how..... on the way home i was cursing myself man... haiz.. its like shit.. wat to do now.. haiz... alan say he and ghaff will help one.. haha.. hope so sia..
after work, i went to the library.. to borrow autocad userguide la.. but... all the newer versions all on loan... die lo... but i got one.. old one... i dun even know wat version is the one at work.. haiz.. i jus need the codes... hope can refresh my memory tml.. ya.. going to read it tml.. hope i will read hoh. haha... must ah.. i am not going to bring that book to work!
21/8/04 saturday
was watching tv.. so was late for squash.. haha.. but i only need to play one game today ma. so. like tat la. my eyelid is swollen.. my wrist there also dunno got wat ting.. think is the chemicals.. haiz.. stupid. anyway, today only play with yang hong. after that, went out to buy a drink.. got no straw.. so i bought another one.. haha.. after drinking, don feel well.. became no strength.. haha was the referee.. then very blur.. haha
then after that, coach say can join wat competition thing.. then over 19, have to join the ladies open.. -_- where got that standard sia... haiz. then after tt, ray said something, at first still ok. nvm it's ok. then after a while, pissed. haha thats the other me.. haha anyway, now its ok la. haiz. sian.
today sux the whole world sux.. haha.. was not in a good mood.. but i was in a good mood. aiya dunno wat i toking. tried to be in a good mood. but my daddy pissed me off.. cos i watching tv.. normally he will switch channel everytime.. but today, he say he won switch... then after tt, sandy came out and wan to watch soccer... then he also.. so he switch to soccer.. so... i went to the room, and watch la. but i turn the volume up till i wan to go deaf.. and i sit in front of the tv. so i was deaf. haha.. anw, its not louder than the compressors at work. then i sat in front of the tv for 2 hr plus. till my back pain i still there, no interesting program i still there. and made sure that the volume is loud enough.. i didnt blast lo. thats very good ok. cos i dun wan the speaker to spoil also. my mummy came and say i siao.. ya i am. then my daddy came and ask me turn softer. then i told him i cannot hear. -_- then he off softer.. i on louder lo. then my mummy came in again.. and ask me turn softer. then i say is my daddy turn one. haha... and then he got scolding lo. haha... aiya dunno la.. i jus now siao lo. i am STRESSED! so don disturb me!
jus now jus felt like giving some attitude prob.. so i jus did lo.. haiz.. sian.
okok.. me jus now did a blogskin.. but then i suddenly think that my current one still ok.. so decided not to change.. haha anyway, my mood is still bad. but its better.. haha
oh ya.. the other day, alester msg and ask me where camp christine is.. told him.. then he replied.. his reply hoh, can make me lose temper one sia.. cos i dun understand his language.. haiz. and all use caps somemore. haiz.
oh ya.. i am continuing another 2 months for my attachment.. not because the pay is higher. but because some ppl make decision for me. fine wat can i say? fine lo. i only know that i am staying 2 days later. when i decided that i dun wan to stay. but the documents all do liao. damn it lo. sux! idiots! stupid..... freakos!
okok.. me go sleep liao.. very late liao.. haha nitez~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
4:09 AM

hApPy BiRtHdAy tO WaN YeE!!!
haha.. she tell me herself today one.. bu yao lian.. hehe. no la. she and chin han very cute. haha

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
11:59 PM

ok... short one.. haha ya la everytime i say short, its not exactly short la.. haha
monday 9/8/04
SINGAPOre'S BiRThDAy!!! hmm.. went to do the ushering duty la.. was at the north east side? aiya blue and green la.. ahha very sian duty.. but lucky got yati pei me.. haha doing duty was very lame. but the police on duty there was rather interesting.. haha.. but we didnt tok much la.. on that day, saw the diff types of ppl. the good and the bad.. haha.. got one aunty scold me when i say she cannot cross over. wth.. haha i haven even explain, then she scold turn and walk away liao. this is called UnReASonAblE. so when she walk away, its my turn to scold.. haha.. nag for abt a min.. haha
was given an ice cream when doing duty, and yati cldn't open hers.. haha so i help her.. then after a while, the whole thing fell out.. haha there it goes.. down onto the floor. haha.. she hoh.. everytime cannot open things one.. haha last time is bottle now is wrapper. hehe. =P
but she was given another one la. haha
hmm.. ya thats actually like that la. nothing more interesting.. haha brought a cam there.. took pic of the fireworks.. haha wonder how it will turn out..
haiz.. feli ah.. didnt see u all there.. but on the preview, saw xiao yi and uncle allan. hehe
hmm.. ya.. actually hoh, ushering job is lame, boring, useless and ding te.. haha miss last time one.. haiz.
okok.. tuesday 10/8/04
holiday too long liao.. didnt feel like working.. haha and was having that mood swing la.. thats why the one on tues so big la.. haha crazy ma... haha abw, that day's mood swing was really bad.. was damn tired.. and cldnt command my brain.. walk damn slow, haiz. nothing going my way la.. then do testing that time, i BROKE THE 1cm CELL AGAIN!!!!!! TWiCE LIAO!!! haiz.. u know wat? its 2 for near 200 bucks!!! and there were only 2 in my lab.. so damn.. i cannot do my tests la.... but also good.. no need to do alot of test. ahha siao... later the controls got prob then i siao liao. haha... but was feeling very guilty la.. very very.. haiz.. then that was the day, i decide that i am NOT going to continue in this field anymore.. haha.. jus because of a little setback.. haiz..
then after that, i told everyone that i broke that ting, alan and ghaff were laughing when i was panicking.. haha.. cos they also broke some things.. haha.. the day of breaking things. haha i was expecting my supervisors to scold me la.. but they didnt... still can joke abt it.. then i was like huh>? haha.. then my depressed mood became better.. then my confuse mood set in.. they so good leh.. sld i continue the next two months.. to help them.. if not they will be very busy... haiz.. or so that i will not feel so guilty.. haiz
wednesday 11/8/04
hmm.. lets see.. hmm.. dun remember wat happen. stupid la.. its only a few days ago leH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz.. hmm.. ah... eh......... oh... still very lethargic that day... no strength plus no mood. mood swing not over. haha at night went down for training. very sian.
thursday 12/8/04
supposed to go down for training.. but! alan la... haha.. ask me wait for him a while.... a while then become one hour. then i forgot and miss the bus at 530... then next bus is 630. damnit lo. when i leave my office at 430, earliest i reach the courts is at 630.. then bus come at 630, i might as well dun go. cos reach at 830.. go for wat, pack up ah. haha i sat at that spot from 5 to 620... staring at that wall and doing nothing. with that expressionless face.. haha then that sze tat keep coming and laugh.. haha.. lame la. cos i too bo liao ma.
then reach hm at ard 9... sian. so long. haha
* my sis jus toking to me.. so i forgot wat i wan to write liao........... * haiz
friday 13/8/04
VERY HAPPY DAY!!!! haha cos last day of the week. everybody was very energetic. haha.. me also la.. motivated myself to take the samples fast. yup. managed to be alot faster.. haha.. but... when doing the tests, i slowed down again.. haiz. haha finished at 330 like that.. then slack till 430 go home. haha.. i was the slowest la.. cos they got not much test to do ma.. haha but hoh, we slack and slack till 500 like that then leave.. sian. after work, went library to find some books. haha very lame.
oh ya its supposed to be 13th the friday! haha
saturday,today! 14/8/04
hmm.. had mini competitions.. haha.. got ard 15 ppl.. then everybody must play with everybody.. that will be a total of 210 games!!!!!!!!! omg.. then of cos cannot finish la.. haha siao meh. anw, i played 9 games.. with mich2, angelina, chinhan, jiahui, lucinia, chiauru, jean, priscilla and ghislene.. only unhappy with one game.. cos chiauru trashed me!!!! omg.... haha.. haiz. anw, its over liao forget it. but had a fun time playing! if only every week also like that play then good liao. haha. can really train. haha anw, i lost 3 games la. to angelina chinhan and chiauru.. haha... too lazy liao.. tsk tsk tsk... haha
ok.. but were fun!
then at night, came home with extra ingredients for my dinner.. haha.. wonder wat the training is for then. haha then when i was going to bath, sandy msg me to tell me to tell my mummy that she will be home late. crazy la. cannot call meh. haha so i told her that i am going to tell mummy stories to get her into trouble. haha.. then she replied.."go ahead, mummy will trust me!" haha.. that is wat i like abt her.. so cute huh.. haha.. but if i wan get her into trouble, its as easy as abc.. haha.. but, i will not do that one la.. haha thats wat sisters are for... but they always try to get me into trouble. haha but i always get out fine. haha thats wat younger sisters are for... to get u into trouble. haha now hoh, i find my youngest sister very fun lei.. haha she's the only one who can read my mind.. i think. not to forget my mummy.. thats scary.. haha.. cant even lie.. so nv la. haha.. but i enjoy making my sister confused la.. but hoh.. always fail.. haha.. so.. its called challenging. haha my this 2 sis ah.. can play my mind very well.. haha.. always lose to them one.. cannot out talk them.. haha
ok la.. hmm.. think i need to practise to talk faster liao.. haha last time still ok.. nowadays, talk got prob one.. very slow.. haha. talk too little liao la.
aiya thats all.. haha tml is xiaoyi's birthday!! so now wish her first.. cos won be coming up tml. hehe getting rid of my addict. haha
hAppY BirTHday aUntY AlViNa!!!! *15/8/05*
okok i go play games liao. hehe will try to sleep early.. oops its not early liao, haha okok.. nitez pple take care! and faster complete ur project!!!!! oh ya.. welcome to my blog simin and yati.. that is if u all got see la. haha nitez

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
11:58 PM

HappY BirtHdaY to HuI ShI aka rubber lamp.. Hwee teng and yuen teng!!!!

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
8:57 AM

i hate my work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
9:03 AM

its late liao so i do a short one.. hehe
monday 2/8/04
eh... forgot liao.. haha thats the prob man.. haha but thats e last day my supervisor work there liao..
tuesday 3/8/04
was sick.. till like shit. supposed to play squash with xinxin.. but.. ya.. haha ghaffu was sick that day too. so he got an mc.. wait wait.. he didnt.. haha he was slacking at home.............- _- hahaa
so i was sick, and daw shyan help me collect all the water samples.. haha how nice. i only need to do testing.. if only everyday is like that,.... haha fat hope la!
yup then was able to go early. haha earliest day off work.. haha then we bluff ghaff that everyday cannot go early cos he too slow. haha he is threatened everyday now cos he don have mc... haha
something funny tt day also... hmm.. daw shyan was repairing e aircons.. haha then there is this one thats frozen up.. haha then repairing that time, i was typing report.. then suddenly he shouted!! "we have our own ice dispenser now!!!" haha his tone very funny la.. haha like little boy like that. haha
wed 4/8/04
hmm.. mr goh came to visit us.. haha went to our office at tanjong pejuru there.. haha ghaff rode there.. daw shyan drove me alan and sze tat there. sze tat is there to sabo ghaff one.. haha hmm.. then cos daw shyan like to drive a bit fast, ghaff jus got license so very slow, daw shyan was like.. erm.. haha very funny.
reach there become i got complain.. haha say wat i too quiet liao.. haha fine lo.. -_- we told mr goh a lie.. haha say we didnt bring log book.. haha but after that we confessed.. haha not because of anything.. but cos he also lie without blinking.. haha so we confess lo.. he wanted to bring us out to eat.. then he told them he need some time to tell us abt the NE thing so bringing us to somewhere else.. haha then he keep telling us abt safety.. but he drive hoh... haha don say liao..
he very good treat us to mac. very family orientated person also. haha
then was late for squash.. hmm.. mr lionel was there to play with us.. haiz.. we got sounding off from him.. very sarcastic.. at first hoh, i swear i nearly bite off my lips cos angry at wat he say ma.. then after a while, i decided to look another way.. his speech is... erm.. damn motivating!!! haha but hoh, it only motivated me for 5 min. haha not strong enough. he said that its only when we enjoy and have fun in the game that we will out in our best. u know wat? its true,. very very true. yup.
thursday 5/8/04
went for squash.. haha.. fateful day.. that day, after work, alan ask me, play squash won get hit till one meh.. haha then i say hit by ball got la.. racket also have la.. but i nv get hit by racket before la.. haha...
then at night.. near 9pm liao.. but i jus got warmed up.. meaning, willing to run.. haha then... was enjoying that game with xinxin.. haha then i stupid.. ran behind her.. then her racket swing back and.... hit me!!!!!!!!! haha.. but my reaction a bit slow la.. i was stunned there.. didnt feel or realise anything. ahaa.. after a few secs then realise i got hit... haha a sudden pain came.. haha then i started tearing when i didnt feel anything.. connected i think. haha got hit on my nose.. i swear that day was xinxin swinging her best man.. haha then it started bleeding.. haha... jus then i realise something... i am tired.. haha thats why when xinxin offered her leg for me to lie on, i readily went ahead.. but sat up when i remember nose bleed is suppose to lean forward. haha.. hmm.. that means u know wat? xinxin, u r playing with the other me.. hahaha but its still me la.. hehe after that, i really feel tired.. really tired.. dunno why.. and my brain wasnt coordinating.. haiz.. but i didnt cry.. haha i teared. hey that is auto one hoh. i didnt cry hoh. hehe
anyway, xinxin, no need to feel guilty ok? its an accident ma. u also not on purpose one.. haha if u on purpose hit me one ah, i make sure u get back double ah. haha ok.. yup. u din have to feel guilty la.. really.. now i know that my nose can hit liao then bleed one ma.. so i learn something new. aha
friday 6/8/04
worse day ever... haha...... hmm.. brain wasnt coordinating.. the more i wan to do things fast, the slower i get.. damn it. every fri i finish my work b4 130 one.. but guess wat time i finish??! 4pm!!!!!!! shity la... haiz.. really darn slow.. haiz.. boonteen called back to ask for the results.. then i have do.. haiz.. so he came back while i do.. then he said he need to go off early.. so he told me all the pump strokes that need to be done.. tell me do finish then go do.. but know wat? when i finish, i went to ask him need to wat, he say no need liao cos he finish liao.. -_- i am realy tat slow.. haiz.. feel so guilty.. but i am tired ma!! feel very lethargic that day.. haiz..
oh ya.. alan help us to negotiate the pay.. but he use my name.. and ask for alot! wth.. haha.. but nvm la.. its not like i will be facing them forever right? anyway, he started like this.. first he ask me in front of daw shyan, "anna u got something to tell daw shyan right?" -_- then he ask daw shyan, "is the pay fixed? can we negotiate somemore?" i was like -_- haha but anyway it was funny la... but the topic was cut off when daw shyan answer a phone call. haha...
sat 7/8/04
went for squash with xinxin earlier.. haha bt we shopped at shopping arcade for a while.. to find something for hanfang.. she going to aus for attachment.. haha so good. then we were training.. haha that day i got a phobia for rackets.. haha bt tt phobia will be gone in a few days time.. hehe
most tiring training ever. haha actually not.. ermm.. sort of la.. bt not the most tiring one. aha we trained from 11 till 6 like that. in between of cos got breaks la. u think we siao ah. haha ate alot as well.. so wats the diff. haha
had alot of nice games.. haha.. a few only la.. nv play alot..
after squash, went to j8 with xinxin.. haha looking for bags.. saw an esprit one not bad.. but hoh xinxin ah.. the price we can go get a squash bag liao la... but its really not bad la. we also chose the wrong place to shop.. didnt have the type we are looking for.. haha.. next time then shop again. hehe
sunday 8/8/04
work up late as usual.. my mummy and daddy went to visit uncle allan.. he's ill.. really hope he get well soon...
at first still tot they bringing me go.. so nv plan to go out. haha then..... later i ask my mummy wat time going, she say, u wan to go ah. but need to pick up who and who and who la.. so... yup i didnt go in the end.
wake up, ate breakfast lunch and dinner.. haha my sis call me ungrateful cos i dun wan to offer her some.. haha she went to buy one la.. haha.. but too bad lo. don snatch my food. hehe but after a while i ask her wan or not she say dun wan. dun wan then dun wan la. =P
then my daddy and mummy came home.. bring my sis out to buy things.. i didnt follow cos too lazy liao.. then my sis say... why she always slack at home one!!! -_- cannot is it!!!!! then i say i wan to iron clothes.. and she say... wait till we come back u also haven start one la! so i shouted at her to shut up! sickening.
haha... sis are there to bicker around one la.
then at nite slack till now lo.. haha
oh ya.. ytd nite had a dream.. found out that i can actually forgive so easily.. haha... haiz.. was irritated la.. i remember screaming my lungs out in my dream.... then today i sore throat till voice like shit.. so i am thinking.. did i really shout in my dream?? if got then siao liao.. cos i really screamed.. haha
last time i always shout or fight in my dream one.. cos of my sis la.. haha always irritate me.. but now lesser liao.. cos i learn to tolerate. if not ah, feli, u will still see me fighting with her man.. haha not that now don have, lesser la. haha
okok.. tml is singapore's birthday.. since now already 9th august liao, then...
HAPPY 39th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!
ok.. time to sleep... nitez pple. take care and have fun!!!! feli hope to see ya tml. hehe
oh ya candice ah, meet up soon k? last time we play is lie in march leh... hehe
oh ya.. that day i tok to ur sis leh.. so funny.. haha tell u some other time.
hehe
okok.. nitex.. i wan to die liao.. haha bye

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
2:43 AM

ok.. changed my blogskin liao.. so no time to update.. hehe sunday then update k? have been reminding myself wat i want to write.. hope i don forget wat i wanted to write on sunday eh? haha
okok.. this skin is like... erm.. ah... eh... haiz.. haha nvm la hoh.. make do with it. not bad also.. haha okok.. i wan sleep liao.. tml going play squash. hehe......
okok nitez take care ppl!

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
3:19 AM

ok.. something is really wrong with my blog.. i change on sunday k... haha..
now sick.. so stay in the cabin.. nobody.. they dun let me go out.. so good right? i am touched. haha bored to death as well.. cabin so small.. walk here also same, walk there also same.. haiz.. but since they so good to me, i am going to be hardworking.. haha..
sian... haiz.. hows the ppl doing at cptc? ck and reg ah.. do project till how liao? gambatte k! haha faster finish.. hehe then do training one ah.. haha enjoy man. its fun! life is good. haha learn as much as possible.. they are very useful.. yup..
haiz.. very sian.. today wake up got nose bleed. haha didnt wan to come one.. but heng got come.. cos ghaffu take MC... haha if i nv come then they will busy till siao. haha cos i can still do sampling ma.. haha
sian.. my supervisor left liao.. haiz.. so i took over his work.. at least 3/4 of them.. take over all, i will die. haiz.. dunno wan to continue or not leh... ck ah.. u looking for job during the next 2 months holidays? if looking, i join u k? hehe
jus now boon teen says that if we all leave liao, then he and sze tat die liao.. haha 2 ppl do all the pple's work.. haha cos the new person is said to only come next year.. haha so giam right? haiz..
sian... okok.. i think i better go liao.. haiz.. do wat leh.. haiz..
okok.. i go see... haiz..
aiya.. haha.. today supposed to play squash with xinxin one.. but i really got no strength... sorry ah xinxin..
ok la.. i go liao..
edit my blog some other time.. haha find new skin. hehe okok..
bye. take care. jia you! erm... good afternoon! hehe

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
10:22 AM

oh ya... i forgot to say.. on tue, i was very very very happy.. haha cos when going home, i saw mr tham! and guess wat? he's living in the same block as me!!!
met him at the road side... hmm.. his eyes was wide, so were mine. haha then found out that we are living in the same block! so that becomes, 2 of my fav teachers live in the same block as me!!!! hahaa the other is amos.. haha now lack devan liao.. haha last time sec 3 they three very good together one.. haha hmm.. haha
okok.. mr tham knows alot of my secret in sec three.. haha.. cos of the spontanous writing book which he always ask us to write... hmm.. and the topics are always "free topic" so i always lame inside... thinking of it, they were really lame.... hahaha hmm.. i also got write about our quarrel leh candice.. haha so i threw away the book liao. haha should have kept it.. but i find it too lame that i throw away... haha..
it seems like something is wrong with my blog... oh well.. next time ba.. haha
okok.. now i really go sleep liao.. that's the thing that i couldnt remember jus now... haha okok.. nitez! take care!

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
3:24 AM

wow!! another one week passed... now left with how many weeks i also not sure liao.. lost count.. haha think is 12 weeks!!! hahahahaha 1/3 of attachment finish liao.... yeah! haiz..
hmm.. ok.. ytd had this dream... dream within my dream.. haha chim? haha.. hmm... terrible one. sld be called nightmare.. heng is dream within dream.. -_- that means it hit me twice. haha anyway, its not a nice one la.. forgot the contents also... haha.. hmm.. oh.. i think its got something to do with losing the things that are valauable to me.. haha freaked out. haha... but end of dream?? its a dream ma.. oh.. nitemare.. yup.. i woke up halfway ma.. so i went back in and change the story.. haha so ending is i found the things again la... haha
how can i do that?? dreams are controlled by ourselves. haha yup. hehe
ok... now to update the past week. hope i can remember...
monday 26/7/04
hmm... yup was the day wj left for aust.. ok. wat happen during work first... hmm.. haha..
was monday blues.. haha i mean ghaffu's blues.. haha he's damn suay that day.. haha he went out to collect samples.. then... haha.. halfway his bike wheel stop moving.. something's wrong with the ball bearings.. haha.. so he's got no choice.. he got no spanner.. only alot of samples.. and he's at the other end of SRC... haha so he called back... and ask alan to go out. haha then the supervisor said.. ask alan out for wat. also no use.. cos alan nv bring spanner also... haha.. i was thinking.. of cos he ask him out for some reason la.... and guess wat? ghaffu is really responsible lo.. cos he need to push the bike all the way back which will take alot of time ma.. so he ask alan to go bring the samples back for sampling... if not will drag until dunno wat time then finish work.. yup. thanks alot. haha.. cos i am the sampler ma... he got help collect some of my samples.. yup. thanks!
ok.. then cos his bike broke down, his supervisor went overseas for training and locked up his bike, there's no extra bike.. haha.. so.. we share la.. he like don wan my one leh.. cos i only use one time a day ma.. so can lend him.. but i think my one too lousy liao.. haha but its not my choice ok. my one is really terrible la. haha
yup.. then evening went to send wj off.... hmm..... got blue roses for her... haha... look quite nice one la.. then reach there only tok a while then she need leave liao.. haiz.. took some photos also......... cos i cannot bring cam into jurong island ma.. so i got a disposable one.. yup.. then when going liao, realise she cant bring the roses there.. cos reach there they will throw away... haiz... so... in the end bring back.. -_- now i think liao, sld jus bring there la.. at least on the plane it will be with her.. anyway....... haiz.
tuesday 27/7/04
ok.. wat happen??? hmm.. cannot remember... wait.... eh... uh.... aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................ wat happen??????????????????????????? AIYA!!!!! okok... i think nothing happen that day.. eh.. got a not huh?? aAAhhhahhhhHhhhHh.... forget it. nothing happen.
wednesday 28/7/04
dammit.. wat happen as well.... shit la.. i cant remember... sux!! haiz... why like that one... haiz...
thursday 29/7/04
ok... its dammit as well... i cant remember.. oh.. i think i think.. yup.. i went down for training... haha hmm... yup... in the morning, i was frantically searching for my racket... and scolding everything i see.. cos i cannot find my racket.. then i remember... i left my racket in xinxin's locker on sat... haha.. see its me again... stupid memory. training was rather fun? was it?? let me recall... oh.. haha yup. me xinxin and john.. did our usual training... train for rather long.. until the guys outside, hanwee, kiyong and alan. were making noise and stupid faces outside jus to get us out of the courts.. haha hanwee hoh... sing very loud and stick his face on the wall.. until our training became aiming the balls at his face. haha alan was not so bad la... he only came in once and tried to take over.. hahaha kiyong, came in, toktok, walk around... nag and nag and nag... haha yup.. haha
so thats the training that day... haha
oh ya.. during work, i help alan and ghaffu do some test... accidently knock on one of the boiling samples belonging to alan.. haiz.. heng got no error in his results.. if not...... have to redo then take up time.. haiz. stupid la.. cos that day my eyes got prob sia.. everything like blur blur one.. not clear.
friday 30/7/04
hmm... it was another ghaffu's bad day.. haha hmm.. the day before, my supervisor tried to show off.. haha he said aloud that we will leave at 130.. haha then i ask him... how to go out?? haha cos we will finish our work damn early... haha and yup i finish all my work by 1pm myself... haha was like... die wat to do now.. haha so i slack thruout la.. haha.. then after a while, ghaffu and alan also finish their work liao.. then finish up all the reports, all of us including the supervisor's got nothing to do liao... haha
then ghaffu decided to repair his bike... then alan since got nothing to do, decided to modify his bike. so.. sze tat help also.. then my supervisor also got help a bit.. hmm.. me?? i look at ghaffu's one... sit there for a while like idiot like that, then i decided to go and slack myself.. haha i didnt do anything to my bike la.. wait for it to really break down then say la.. why do extra things.. haha yup i am that lazy. cannot meh. haha
they bring the bikes into the cabin to repair ma.. so make till the whole place like shit.. end up only ghaffu cleaning up. how nice! haiz.. i was reading a first aid manual in the room.. haha.. then since know liao.. so like a bit boring.. so i fell asleep.. but cannot sleep also.. how terrible.. haha.. hmm.. yup..
oh ya.. then ghaffu's bike was announced dead on that day.. and so.. be went out to buy the spare parts needed... in sze tat's bike.. haha.. and guess wat? he puntured sze tat's bike!!!!! haaha sze tat mentioned that he regreted lending ghaffu his bike... haha but the way ghaff describe the process if how the tyre got puntured was very funny... haha
yup then i continued slacking... and alan and ghaffu continued to modify the bikes outside.. haha drag until 430.. so we missed our bus.. and took the 505 one instead.. yup.. then going out that time, alan forgot to bring his SRC pass out! haha... my supervisor suggested that one person scan two times to let him out.. then tml ask sze tat to bring his pass out cos he's still in the cabin.. hmm.. yup. but alan went to tell the driver to wait and dunno do wat. so in the end, the pan wasnt carried out and we left of cos. haha.. but he got daw shyan to drive him out lo. so it isnt too bad. cos he reach lakeside liao, i jus board the train only. so got no diff la.
then at night, went to bugis.... hmm.. lame... haha but ok la...
saturday 31/7/04
was ndp's preview. haha so didnt get to go for training.. hmm.. they had a frenly match with tamp jc.. heard most of them won. haha not bad.
anyway, at the preview, this time, yati and me didnt sit at all!!!! can u believe it? haha we;ve beaten our record! haha from 130 till 7! haha did some rather lame stuff... like say the wrong thing and at wrong time....... haha very sian la... boring job. haha.. sometimes ppl can jus frustrate me till i wan to burst.. haha but... its alright.. we can always pretend we nv see.. but please don move my barricade! haha... hmm.. then we saw huishi!!!! rubber lamp!!!!!! haha she changed so much!! hmm.. she didnt see me.. so she was saying hi to yati.. then yati didnt regcosnise her and tot she's waving to me.. then she regconised me and wave hi to me... then yati saw tt now she's waving to me, jus now she sld be waving to her. haha then... hahaha so shocked!!!! very long no see liao!!!! haha so happy!!! to think we actually saw her at ndp.. haha ndp holds very strong memories for 6 of us.. hmm.. me yati huishi michelle peifeng and xuzhen.. haha those were the days of hysteric fun.. haha and was wat makes us very united.. haha hmm.. but this ushering job is like... no meaning. redundant la. hahaa
oh ya.. i saw uncle allan and xiao yi... haha xiao yi was like waving in my face.. then i saw her.. haha cos i day dreaming liao ma.. haha heard that feli's family will be there on the actual day? haha hope to see u ppl. so funny.
oh ya.. then got this man, walk pass, then give me and yati an apple each.. haha.. didnt know wat to do with it.. so... later then say.. haha
hmm.. that day, ck, joey and wilmer came for the preview as well. haha they ask us to buy dinner in for them.. hmm.. but.. we gave them leftovers. ahha we had kfc for dinner ma.. then gave them the food we cannot finish. haha plus the apples me and yati had been holding for dunno how long... haha who ate them? hmm.. haha
yup. the fireworks were nice! my phone was able to see rather clearly.. but.. got no space!! i deleted some stuff.. but still no space!!! stupid! haiz.. i got bring the camera.. the disposable one.. but don think it can shoot till la. so no use. yup. then yati left early.. naughty naughty.. haha.. and then i realised... yati!!! my camera is with u!!! take care of it ah.. hehe
then met up with ck joey and wilmer and we went to have supper. hmm.. at bugis there. long john.. haha then had to leave before 11 cos joey need to reach home by 11.. but i think he's late ba.. hmm..

yup.. then today, guess wat time i woke up?? hmm... 530!!! hahaha.. yup i was that tired.. hmm.. actually nope. i wasnt.. eh.. haha don wan to wake up then don wake up lo... haha then... yup.. didnt see till the sun today.. haha and nothing much happen.. so...
oh ya... a few weeks ago, still got ppl complain say need to start training liao.. and so fast... they already grad for one week liao hoh? haha now its the next batch liao. haha good luck. enjoy and treasure ur days there man.
hmm.. actually, i tot if the current proj students, meaning ck and reg la.. don have transport in, i tot maybe u all can smuggle up my company bus to jurong island check point.. haha but think no need right. hmm...
oh... tml is my supervisor last day liao... the last week he like so happy like that leh.. not the one who don tok one... but his jokes are all very lame la... haha like on friday, when we had nothing to do, he suddenly ask whether we wan to eat fish..... then pause.. and then... he said.. cos the sea water there got a dead fish... can go get free.... haha -_-
haiz.. after he leave, then i'll have to collect... 1, 2, 3............ 20 samples from diff sampling points myself!!!!! i tried that once! and i nearly could make it back alive.. haha okok.. but since the past week he slowly gave me the samples to get, i think i can still make it... hope i can sia.. that means my work will take one more hour to finish...... so.. must increase my speed liao.. if not cannot end at 430.. haha...
hmm... oh ya... the other time, we ask to continue for another 2 months.. but the company is damn giam... only offer a bit more than our allowance now... stupid.. so i dunno wan or not... haiz... think go out find will get more. haiz.. so i think go out find ba.. initially i tot if the pay is good, maybe i can ask for reg ck they all... but.. i doubt they wan to be in jurong island still right? ya.. plus now the pay is like shit, its not worth it la.. so..
but i dunno how to reject leh.. alan rejected at once when he heard the amt of pay... haha so practical.
aiya.. haiz.. i think i dun wan la.. haiz..
okok.. me go sleep liao. only awake for 7 1/2 hours... haha okok nitez. take care ppl!

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
11:59 PM