jus here to wish my sis GOOD LUCK FOR HER CHINESE PAPER TML!!!!! hehe
too tired to update so many things... will find one time to write everything out.. my wrist a bit sprained..
jus back from squash camp..
will update soon.. heehe
haiz gotta write logbook... but.. forgot wat we did le!!!!!!! shit.
haiz.. nvm..
nitez
take care.

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
12:03 AM

h4pPi3 b|rThD43 Sh4RoN!!!!!

wow.. haha.. my neck is burnt... ha ha ha... hahahaha alright let me start..
ytd.. 24/5
had practical on commissioning and decommissioning of heat exchangers.. ahha.. the nyp grp.. as usual.. he only wan 5 ppl in one grp.. but we 7 stuck together. haha there was this point of time when wenqiang and wilmer were arguing on which valve to open.. and the rest 5 of us, look from one to the other.. ahha.. thats the prob with having 2 top students in a grp.. dunno who to believe.. haha even siow ling also confused.. haha yup. then finish our exchanger, its time for the other grps..
yup.. then sld be listening one.. but.. hmm.. were slacking la.. haha everybody also.. haiz.. haha guess siow ling think we are all hopeless le. haha
hmm.. then went for lunch.. today's lunch interesting. haha cos me jon and wilmer brought individual food. haha.. tt wilmer hoh brought soOooOoo much rice lo. *refer to ck's blog* haha its really alot. alot alot alot...... the day b4, i force ck to join us cos i noe will have alot.. but.. its more than wat i expect. so we also force anna chong... haha took away her cup noodle.. and force her to eat. ahahhaa really nice. like big family sit together like that. tok and crack jokes at the same time. haha
then went for lecture.. haha.. was rushing the logbook la.. i only wrote 3 pages.. haiz.. haha.. far away from my target.. haha. but its ok ba. hahaa then when handing in that time, siow ling was standing in front of us to make us panic.. haha as usual la.. must force us to work faster one. haha
ok.. then today.. 25/5
today is full day practical!!!! STINKY DAY!!! AND CHAOTA DAY!!! haha.. it was THE MOST SLACKY DAY as well.. haha cos.. got no time la.. hmm.. why no time still can slack? wait... haha
we did commissioning and decommissioning and purging of the FG and cooling water heat exchanger with N₂.. actually everygrp supposed to do the same thing once.. but the first grp always take the longest... yup.. so in the end, the next 2 grps got no time... haha.. as usual, nyp slacker grp is the last.. cos we wait for ppl to join us la.. 1 grp 10 ppl ma.. yup.. so when the first 2 grps do, we were slacking.. and they did all the way till 1130.. haha.. then our grp do till 1215.. only on the commissioning part.. cos no time.. so we didnt learn anything on the purging part cos we slacking ma.. wait till sleep u noe.. until siow ling came to apologise that we didnt get to learn.. hmm.. actually he didnt have to apologise la.. now we feel guilty.. haha yup.. while commissioning, we had to open the vent la.. then anthony went to do it.. haha.. was supposed to crack open.. but.. haha. we said open fully.. and so the water gushed out!!!!! haha and anthony himself commented tat he pee on his pants! haha hilarious. hahahaa
then went for lunch.. we brought individual food again. ahha.. today no good food la.. all vege one.. wanted to find reg.. but didnt see her.. anyway, jon brought a vege, me, steam egg and "brinjor" *understand?* wilmer, rice *again* and a can of peanut. and he was very clever. nv bring can opener........ haha yup.. got quite alot of rice again.. and hmm... how dare they look down on my steam egg..... haha when they eat ah u see their expression u will wan to beat them up i tell u. haha so the force down all their rice to the last bit cos i say, must finish everything then easier to wash and uncle less difficulty to clear. haha anyway, going to improve on my steam egg... hahaa.. today one no taste la.. jus now come back, ate the one my mummy made.. kaoz.. complete difference... haiz.. why ah. hahaha
yup. then went back for pract.. do on steaming.. haha.. then this time we are the first grp.. haha.. do till like 3 like that.. damn tiring.. but the process was hilarious as well. why leh? cos we are NYP mah. haha even siow ling sit down and shake head and laugh loh... haha *when we arguing whether to turn the hose clockwise or anti. so turn in won tangle the hose..* haha and see everyone sweat like shit la.. walk no strength la.. connect wrong think correct la.. blah blah blah, very very funny!!! ahha the two sp guys who join us also very funny. haha. yup.. then there was no time for the other 2 grps la.. so they chin chai chin chai do la.... haha and manage to complete by 4.. and rush for the bus.. yup. basically thats all. haha
very funny 2 days.
yup. hmm.. siao liao.. this friday got test.. supposed to go down nyp to put things today.. but.. when i went out, forgot to take.. so tml going down liao.. haha -_-||| must remember to bring la.. ahha
okok.. i go sleep le... nitex and pple take care and jia you.
oh ya forgot to mention ytd saw candice!!! haha.. u gave me a shock cos i nv see u then u call my name so loud.. haha next week.. hmm.. ok sure! u jus tell me which day u wan la.. hehe.
take care hoh!
nitez for real.
bye.
:)
:D
Whatever with the past has gone, The best is always yet to come.

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
10:59 PM

wah.. another week gone le.. haha left with 22 weeks. haha.. haiz.. anyway, here's the update..
19/5
in the morning, we went to start the flare.. haha.. no chance to climb le.. haha. then now i still dunno how to start leh.. haha.. all i noe is open alot of valves.. haha.. and press a button.. hmm.. then went for break la.. haha.. then after that, went for lecture.. hmm.. slept lesser than last week la.. haa yup. then fri got test.. haha.. still got alot of notes haven copy..
20/5
did tank gauging and sampling.. hmm.. went out to collect samples of cooling water and kerosene.. both fire wardens got sabo.. haha then in the lab, i got sabo.. haha.. lame la.. i got no confidence totally lo.. so crap la.. do all wrong.. haha heng got the np ger.. jiamin tell me ah.. haha.. i kept wanting to put the sample into the beaker which is the waste one lo.. haha.. so much so that the trainer janice had to move the beaker away.. haha
then went tank gauging.. haha said the wrong thing then jon went to say out.. then.. haha.. it was a stupid ans la.. so.. ya.. sorry jon.. next time don listen to my crap.. haha.. they are all wrong one.. text gauging is fun. haha. at least i understand la.. haha when the trainer kain hwee open the pipe or watever it is called, petrol vapour came out like full blast.. haha.. then most of the nyp ppl standing in the direction of the vapour.. so.. all went "wah" and cover face.. haha.. then the trainer say.. aiyo move away la.. haha.. ya we a bit slow.. haha
then went for tutorial.. lame... haha.. cos i tot i present b4 so wont tio again.. so nv go prepare.. but today siow ling and janice switch grp to get to know more pple.. then.. i tio a question lo.. kaoz.. 2 tutorial i also kena.. haha so.. but the nyp ppl all very good.. all give me ans.. but.. all say at same time.. so.. i became confused.. haha.. and gave lame ans again.. haha.. so suay.. ahha
then went for lunch with xinyng ck and wilmer. jon brought his food so he went to the pantry.. crap alot.. haha.. abt ytd.. the sp and nyp incident.. haha.. the sp ger hoh.. haiz.. really hoh.. got no respect for other ppl religion.. haiz.. then sally and michelle ah.. tok abt them, abt their attitude la.. all that. then the sp one say nyp wat la.. haha.. but hoh is the sp one wan to cut queue hoh..
then went for lecture.. sian again.. hmm.. one thing.. if u wan to differenciate nyp students and sp and np students, look at those copying notes.. "sp and np ppl" and those sleeping.. "nyp ppl".. haha they really very hardworking lo..
21/5
hmm.. in the morning, did the pigging system. haha yeah a pig!! haha it was a success for ours! haha then one guy did the spraying to clear the mess la.. the kerosene on the floor.. ya.. haha. and there was a strong wind.. haha.. and everybody were opposing the wind.. and so when the hose valve was open at full blast, the wind blew everything towards us!! it was stagnant water ok.. and it stink.. haha but it was fun la..
reg and ck are back at cptc!! haha so glad to see them!! hehe
today lecture was aminly used for studying for the test.. yeah.. it was 10 marks. and it was crappy easy.. *if u studied* haha.. and we didnt.. haha hmm.. we split the jobs la.. jon wrote alot for 1mark sia.. haha whereas my ans were like half a sentence.. haha.. hey sorry.. i gave u all the wrong ans again.. yup. reminder, next time when i say anything ans, consider first. cos they are crap.. haha.. hmm.. yeah got that question wrong.. the application was supposedly for instrument air.. but wat i said was for plant air.. haha.. but i do remember seeing that IW.. hmm.. did i jus say IW? shit la.. haha.. thats industrial water.. haiz.. sorry la.. mixed up.. ahah
but overall, can pass la.. there was this SP guy, very good. haha he jus turn ard and ask. got any question dunno? then he was like saying the ans lo.. infront of janice... haha.. -_-||| haha
yup. then after training, went to jurong there with jon wilmer meilian and yuenteng. had kfc.. haha.. jon only had a little bit.. the rest of us were supposed to share 8 pc of chicken.. but after ordered liao, yuenteng say she want others. haha so me meilian and wilmer had to finish the 8pc feast... haha..
then jon and yuenteng left early. wilmer was dead cos of the sudden hot sudden cold environment. then me and meilian were crapping. haha she's a really really frenly ger. hehe who like to laugh real suddenly. haha we went to the toilet then she started laughing.. at the toilet.. hahaha it was really pathetic la.. haha. then hmm.. george was there too. at the other side. so b4 we left, went to say bye. hmmm.. haha on the way home, tok alot on signing on things. for red cross and guides. haha.
and the journey was damn long and squeezy.. haiz..
now the ppl in our grp are all starting to bond le.. haha. all getting friendlier le.. but still.. the sp ppl are very hardworking.. haha

oh ya.. the day b4, got one grp of students' PIG got stuck!! ahha they are from NYP hoh???!! hahaa they had to unscrew everything to retrieve e 2 of them.. hahaha
then ytd, another pig got stuck.. haha but fortunately it came out.. but in many pieces... haha. so my grp the best. haha
today they increased the fuel to the flare.. wow.. the fire was nice. but the one next door the other day was nicer.. haha
ck and reg ah.. guess ong lai pencil gone case le.. ahha cos the fire was big.. ahha hope will have chance to see wat u all wrote one day. hmm.. go up C100 must see wat i write ah. haha
saw the project students in their room. haha.. tot they all so hardworking.. but one view hoh.. most are playing games.. ahha.. only ck reg and xinying working hard.. haha
oh ya.. today james late hoh? haha when we going to lecture, saw him walk in.. haha.. he come so late ah.. haha
hmm.. regina ah.. u ah.. go sch sign in liao then mia.. then times up signout again... tsk tsk tsk.. haha
oh ya.. i wanna do 24 log books leh.. haha but hoh got nothing to write.. haha..
oh ya got back our previous test result le.. the pfd drawing thing.. i got 97... jon and wilmer got 98. TSK! haha in fact everybody scored la... ya..
hmm.. hope today's test will go smoothly too.. hehe.. okok. everybody take care. tml me going to xinxin hse to do the souvenir!!! haha hope they turn out well. haha. okok nitez~
HappY BirthdAe CLARICE!!!!!!
oh ya learn one thing today.. siow ling repeat alot of times...
NV stand in the line of FIRE...

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
11:16 PM

i am back again. hehe HaPpY bIrThdAe wEiLiN!!!
hmm.. this week is the second week le.. haha. 23 weeks to go... haha... haiz.... ytd and today ah.. haiz.. noe wat? we got copy lecture leh!! haha. cos we all decided that its time to copy since we are not given lecture notes.. yup.. haiz..
but sian ah.. hmm.. ytd. let me think wat did we do? hmm.. ya.. we went out to the plant.. yeah. the weather was..... ""great"" haha.. everybody were dehydrating.. were introduced to the valves and everything la..
then i found out one thing.. my concentration level is only 5 min... kaoz.. haha.. its like that person toking to me hoh, then i can listen to 5 min then after that i cannot hear a thing le.. ahah cannot absorb at all.. unless repeated alot of times.. haha. irritating hoh? haha so after the practical, went for lecture lo.. *its a routine* haha hmm.. and we copied everything!! haha we three took turns la.. one person copy the other two sleep.. then next topic change.. ahha.. actually when copying hoh, if got pay full attention, and hands keep moving, quite diff to sleep one la.. but hoh.. for me, stop 1 min then doze off le.. hahaa *imagine how boring*
yow came ytd also.. tok for a while then everybody rush off for the bus le.. ahah.. then we decided to ask yow longbang.. but he very clever.. even b4 we complete our sentence, he say he staying back.. haha
oh ya.. the log book hoh.. very stupid one la.. haiz.. everybody like write so much.. then mine is super short.. haha.. cos i write main point nv elaborate.. hhaa
hmm.. then today.. went out for practical.. hmm.. only went to see the isometric drawing thing la.. then went back for break.. hmm.. then went out again.. wanted to climb the flare tower... but... it drizzled when the first grp is up. the raindrops hoh.. very big.. haha then the nyp slacker grp decided to be the next.. then the raindrops became bigger.. anthony was so enthu.. he was like.. i want to climb.. so.. we all decided to climb la.. but hoh.. jus then, the pain came pouring down!!! haha.. and so the mission was abandoned.. haiz.. kaoz.. no chance to climb liao leh.. cos the plant going to start work le.. then cannot climb up the flare at all.. haiz... regina ck... i wan to see wat u all wrote up there........................ haiz... no chance le.. haiz.. hope tml can climb?? hehehe hope so..
oh ya.. aiya.. jus now rain, i think will have rainbow.. but nv go see haiz.. oh ya.. today the plant "next door" the flare very very nice!!!! too bad ck and reg missed it.. hahaha it was like at full blast. very nice! haha
hmm.. oh ya.. today tutorial.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. i am still grieving over it.. haiz... that stupid wilmer la. hes supposed to present his ans.. but hoh. he act blur say dunno. so siow ling called another number.. and i was the suay one.. and he don give chance liao.. kaoz.. that topic i was really sleeping lo.. so i went up to crap.. alright i was toking to the paper la.. so i was like.. "this one like that that one... hmm.." haha then he also blur wat i toking.. and tot i say wrong.. haha.. and in the end, that question was the only question that he need to repeat all over again lo.. kaoz.. so paiseh.. haha.. so must study hard le.. haha..
tml got tutorial.. haha.. i present b4 le.. so won so suay one.. so.. i next tutorial then do la.. haha
today morn my dad fetch me to chinese garden.. haha.. took only 20min.. but hoh.. he keep asking me alot of questions la.. like wat we do there, eat there, then the sun wat la.. then watever la.. then my attitude was damn bad lo.. haiz.. stupid ah.. haiz.. why cannot tok properly.. until my dad said something la.. haiz.. then i became damn sad.. so keep quiet. haiz.. must try to control temper.. must..
yup.
hmm..
ok la..
me go sleep le..
u all take care and jia you wor.
hehe.
thanks regina.. hope everyone will like their work ya? hehe
actually cptc is quite nice la. especially climbing! right ck? reg? hehe
okok.. tml must wake up at 5am.. kaoz.. wonder when i will not be able to tahan completely sia.. dying soon le.. haa..
okok..
nitezzzzzzzzzz
hmm.. yup think thats abt it..

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
10:36 PM

today woke up with frustration. cos when i sleeping, i can hear my sis complaining that i always sleep till so late.. but anyway, i did wake up early at 7am.. (guess my body clock is switching liao.) haha.. then think its too early so went back to sleep la.. till 1230.. yup..
then had lunch. *mee rebus* then dunno for wat reason my sis had to complain that i will not be able to finish it.. yeah. i tot so too. it was really alot. but out of frustration, i finished it till the last drop. in the end i was still hungry. "a hungry person is an angry person." *quote from ray today" but guess its the other way round for me. haha
yup. then went for squash meeting at 2pm at cityhall.. was supposed to be leading.. but i jus don like to lead and make decisions la.. haiz.. yup. but it was a fun day!! hehe
ray showed me wat she found interesting. and yeah man.. i found it super duper interesting!! haha and yeah it made my brain recover liao sia.. in which i tot was dead ever since day one of last semester. haha ideas jus keep coming. haha.. now i have alot of ideas in my head. all crap la.. hahahaa i am jus being lame.
yeah. we shopped around for some time. and switched from ideas to ideas cos of the difficulty of finding the materials. and yeah. we still stuck to ray's idea!! its really very very nice!! haha. and hmm.. we ate alot today... haha....
we were motivated from time to time and disappoint from time to time as well. haha but it all went well cos we were motivated again! haha..
was really shagged when we were all motivated to get that ting from that shop to only find that they don do custom made ones.. and it was alr 845pm!! but the lady told us where to get the materials.. and so we rushed down immediately in a cab!! and yeah man!! jus in time to see the lady pull down the gates... haha.. but she still let us in la. and gave alot of tips! haha were all so excited man!! haah and really motivated! still very enthu abt the souvenir thing!! haha cant wait for next sat liao sia. haha yup. learnt something as well.
always do things at tt point of time when it sld be done and nv dily daly till the last min when it will be too late.
haha.. but the dily daly part, i guess i'll nv change.. haha
yup. hope the whole camp will be successful!!! haha. thinking of the camp names, was lame la.. haha.. cos i was jus saying everything that come to my mind.. haha.. but we came up with one. "Frace" haha.. motto.. "face e race and get e ace." i think i didnt write the motto wrongly.. haha
was waiting for a train back at ard 930. yup. the "meeting" ended then haha then all of a sudden, someone came beside me and did a "uh humpt".. glance once and look other side. then think very familiar so look again.. and yup. it was marie. haha so qiao hoh. she really very cute. haha. hey kguy noe wat? damn suay ah. mon to fri see u, sat also see until. suay ah! haha jk... haha
yup.
hmm.. ok.. now going to write abt the week at cptc.. alright.. real damn long post today.. haha.. but.. i'll continue.
yup.
first day 10/5/04 ----> started at 9am.. so was at chinese garden mrt at like 815.. reg and cuijie they all were cheated.. so they went early. very glad to see them!! haha didnt go out to the plant.. whole day lecture.. listen to the rules la.. and all. supervisor is very good. very friendly. haha and ya.. basically, the whole day was, slp slp and more slp as i had mentioned previously.
second day 11/5/04 ---> started at 9am as well.. was at chinese garden by 815.. and yeah.. some ppl didnt manage to catch the bus. right k guy?? haha then ya basically the whole day was lecture. didnt go out to the plant. so its basically slp slp and more slp as well.. haha
third day 12/5/04 ----> started at 9am.. was at chinese garden by 815.. crap. i am repeating tt for everyday. haha then at the checkpoint, ck and reg they all were there.. HOH!!! u all are late. haha yup. they longbang the bus to cptc.. haha. didnt go out to the plant as well.. had lectures.. so its slp slp and more slp again. crap. i am repeating that for everyday as well.. haha
fourth day 13/5/04 ---> ok.. started at 8am.. so was at chinese garden at 715.. but crap. the bus came at 7. but heng still managed to board the bus. thanks to jon. yup. guess alot of pple miss the bus that day. yup. first day went wore our jumpsuit and went out to the plant!!! haha the jumpsuit part is crap la.. but going to the plant can be considered fun. haha... cos we did some climbing.. haha.. climb C101. the shorter distillation column. the scenery is very nice. *if u look at the sea part* haha get wat i mean? haha. and the nyp ppl of my grp, me, jon, wilmer, meilian, kasturi, wenqiang, anthony, were the slacker grp.. haha.. so we climb last lo.. haha.. were up there laming la. haha. they are nice pple. haha better than on first day, when we were like strangers like that.. B4 is B4, B2 is B2, B3 is B3. haha yup. were up there laming abt the small ship pulling the big ship or the big ship pulling the small ship. haha. conclusion: the small ship pulling the big ship. haha
then was lecture again.. so it was slp slp and more slp.. hahaha ok.. now the bad part.. if all of us were slping, exams how? haha.. no lecture notes.. so slp means gone.. hahaha
fifth day 14/5/04 ----> ok.. start at 8am.. so was at chinese garden by 7am. reg longbang the bus as well.. and yup. she ended up 1 hr earlier than the time she sld report. ahhaha.. and so she was really slacking man.. haha.. yup. was going to have a test today.. haven learn sia.. whereas jon alr went to memorise the whole chart liao. *stressed* #like real#. haha yup. went out to the plant. climbed the distillation column C100. haha.. ard 10 storey high ok.. yup there really very nice. *if u look at the sea side as well* haha at ard level 6, saw something interesting.. something like this "not so windy here. climb higher" and ya.. me and meilian concluded it was crap.. cos on top was very hot.. haha and yeah. we signed on the top!! haha. i wrote. "nyp cpt rules! cp0204" ya.. haa.. y i wrote cpt? cos nyp don necassarily rules ya. but cpt ppl rocks! haha siao liao. haha. especially cp0204! haha
when climbing down, it was real bad.. haha.. tired sia.. wanted to give up sia.. but cannot... hahaa. cannot jump down ma.. so must go train my arm power le.. haha yup.
then had lecture.. and yeah.. it was time to slp slp and more slp.. haha.. near the end of the lecture then know its going to be time for the test.. haha.. so.. went to panic mode. *stupid la. always like that.. haha. cannot help it la.* haha.. so was memorising the stupid process flow diagram like 10min b4.. -_-||| alright man.. i went in and yeah. i forgot some.. haha.. guess i am gonna be the worse there man.. but nvm la.. pass can le.. haha yup..
oh ya.. jon lost his jurong island pass as well as the pass into the plant.. after everyting, he stayed back to find but couldnt.. so have to go to the police liao... so suay sia.. but how can it be that it couldnt be found when it is confirm within that area?? haiz.. very suay one leh. but hope it wouldnt affect his work. yup.
and oh ya.. wilmer brought some burgers for the 3 of us. and we forgot abt it when we went back.. and yeah.. its now still in my locker.. damn it la.. haha.. my locker gonna stink when we go back on monday sia............... haiz....
haha. yup.
wow!! i actually remembered so many things sia.. but hoh.. actually got alot of things to write one. cos when going home got see alot of funny things. haha but if i write hoh, u all can read till the day after and after sia.. ahah..
okok.. noe wat? i am not going to slp in lectures for the next week... and now guess wat? i guess i will not live up to tt promise la.. haha.. okok.. at least try staying up and listen la... haha yup.. TRY... hahaha
ok.. walau.. been typing for the past one and a half hour.. haha.
and yup. i am still enthusiatic abt the camp souvenirs! haha. very diff to keep me so interested one hoh. cos i very san fen zhong re du one. haha
ya.. okok.. i go sleep le..
oh ya. forgot!!! haha..
on dunno thurs or fri, siowling (my team supervisor) called us to gif some "feedbacks".. haha.. and it came up to a whole long list.. then abt the bus stop where thing, wenqiang was like saying chinese garden.. and some others jurong east... haha.. then he said.. ok.. go round to chinese garden then jurong east or vice versa.. haha.. then one ger commented.. "kena sai" haha damn funny. but everything were jokes la.. hahaa
on the friday, 14/5/04, the plant manager called us.. the iap (nyp only) students to the seminar room.. and told us abt wat ppl complain back to sch la.. hey regina.. u are not the only one leh.. alot others did also.. one person went to tok to yow.. and ur case of chong one was not mentioned. ya.. haha think the manager scared of nyp liao sia.. haha.. but if we don complain, then we sld really huayi whether we are from nyp anot liao.. hahaah
and ya. on dunno which day, wong and chong came and sat in for our lectures. haha.. at first they sit in front of us. then later they move to the back. caught wong dozing off. hahaha but think he know la.. so after that he was wide awake. haha too bad ck was not here.... hahahaaaa
oh ya that stupid log book.. wat to write sia? haha.. slp slp and more slp?? haha.. siao liao.. hahaha
yup.. think thats abt it la.. oh ya.. abt the photos of the previous squash camp, i will upload ba.. kaoz.. take so long.. haiz.. haha next camp alr coming le leh.. haha
yup. when i have the time.. haha.
argh.. now muscle ache... arm cramp.. haha.. cos of the climbing.. must train.. *soon* haha
okok.. nitez. take care everybody.
oh ya candice, i met lihui the other day.. why u haven pass her the photos we took???? hehe hope u enjoy ur work ok. cos its only when u enjoy doing one thing then u realise that u are not doing any work at all. take care~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
1:42 AM

sad sad very sad.. sorry min.. didnt mean it.. sorry.. realy realy very sorry... i was very frustrated la.. cos.. everyday wake up too early le.. sorry.. i don think u will read this ba.. cos u only read like once in a few months? sorry...
haiz.. these few days hoh.. been toking without my brain.. offending ppl in every way i can.. haiz.. until my mummy don wan tok to me, don wan wake me up.. don wan to help me buy breakfast.. haiz..
actualy also not i wan to curse min la.. its cos she reach my limit.. i also don wan to see her sad.. neither do i wan to see my mum sad... really very hurting.. i am really sorry... really regreted.. regreted causing so much trouble.. jus cos i need to go online for squash meeting.. haiz.. now i still feel very bad.. haiz.. so no mood to type wat happen these few days at cptc.. will write when i have the time plus mood..
will try to tolerated... sometimes its best nt to say anything ya.
i feel very bad!!!!!!!!! i think i sld go kill myself..... haiz... so stupid.. next time pls use ur brain b4 u tok ok.. think of the consequenses b4 u do anything.. haiz..
yup. i will do that..
anyway, thanks kguy for lending me the heart sutra comic ya.
its interesting. but i read halfway only.. hope it will calm me down ya.. thanks very much
tml meeting reg they all 6am at yck.. kaoz.. haiz..
hope i will be able to control my temper at home like when i am outside.. cos nowadays whenever anyone tok to me, i always see the negative side.. even though it meant nothing la.. *laugh at myself*
haiz.. ok la.. i go sleep liao.. tml got test.. i haven go see.. haiz.. tml morning on bus see see ba.. haiz...
nitez.. guess everybody's getting siao liao. hahahaahaa..... nitez...

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
12:05 AM

wah!!! had fun ytd at the bbq!!! did i mention ytd?? haha
yup jus finish exams on sat.. sun is bbq.. and today, monday... i noe this is crap... but today is the start of a brand new semester! kaoz.. only like 1 day of rest lo.. haiz..
anyway, the bbq...
yup. it was really fun! congrats reg!! u managed to learn how to ride the bike!!! congrats!! and hope u like tt *someting* we gave u huh. hahahaa must wear hoh.. hehe
yup.. all the lecturers fly our aeroplane... haha... except for chris! he is the most shou xin yong one.. ahha.. he brought his fiancee along. hehe. kguy also. haha. so we noe two new person le. ahha
yup. riding the double bike with reg and sylvia hoh.. very *exciting* haha starting only la.. haha.. cos i got kong ju zhen. yup.. went to the very quiet side with sylvia.. but didnt expect to go in to a route of no return.. haha.. the road was damn bumpy.. and we went right thru.. haha very excitin to go bumping all the way.. but of cos got dai jia one la.. *pain pain* haha
then with reg, on the double was ok. hehe.. but hoh... when we went on the singles, i was behind her.. and it was like... emergency brake every 4 steps.. hahaa... *this one even painful ah..* haha very scary also.. to be seeing wat will be happening to reg from behind.. break into cold sweat alot alot of times... haha.. when she was going smoothly, some skaters past me.. *i was behind* then i went "shit" and stop my bike and didnt dare to see wat was going to happen... ahha.. u noe... yup. guess u guessed it.. ahhahaaa...
yup.. then overall, the whole thing was good la. haha if want me to say in details, i no need sleep liao.. so.. ya.. ahha. i am going to speed up.
ok.. today.. ATTACHMENT!!! KAOZ!! so early lo... woke up at 6.. need to reach CPTC at 9.. chinese garden mrt at 815... haiz.. tiring sia.. haha then reach there, saw ck and reg!!! haha. they got cheated.. ahha so were there very early. haha hmm.. yup.. then were splited into groups.. my group got jon, wilmer, meilian, kasturi, wen qiang and anthony.. total 29 pple... all others from SP.. kaoz.. when waiting for our supervisor, the SP pple were toking and toking and toking.. guess wat the nyp students here in my grp were doing? guess we were pretty united huh? ahah we were all sleeping. hahaha but this group is ok la.. they *i mean nyp* are frenly.. hahaha the SP ppl ah.. haiz.. don say liao la.. don even remember which face is from my this team.. haha
and hoh.. kaoz.. got lectures tutorials and exam one leh!!!! siao liao lo... haiz...
hmm.. yup.. then had this 2 hour break.. so me jon and wilmer decided to explore.. so we went over to oasis.. haha.. bring back some stuff.. haha.. and were like baking under the sun.. very hot! there the sun hoh.. is really diff from nyp one.. haha... miss nyp so much liao lo.. haiz... haha yup then we went back to the pantry.. still got an hour lo.. sat down with xf and wee hock.. really damn sian.. the whole pantry were either laming toking or sleeping.. haha.. and the 5 of us, minus jon *cos he fell asleep* haha were staring at one another.. really sian sia.. haha... then went for lecture.. on wat safety one la.. tml got exam on that.. and we were all sleeping!!!! tml wan to cheat also dunno who to copy from liao lo... haha.. but guess is common sense la.. cos multiple choice la.. haha... hope to pass sia.. fail then dunno how liao... won so suay la hoh.. haha.. yup.
then after the day, it was only 430.. *ended early la* then ck reg and xinying went off liao.. the rest of us were waiting for the bus.. damn hot and sian.. so were playing the staring game again. haiz. yup.. then the bus came.. and along came george... haha.. then he kept toking to wilmer until jon fell asleep.. haha.. then i baking under the sun msging sylvia. haha. really hoh.. he keep on toking la.. haha hmm.. notice whenever i mention jon he is sleeping? ahha that is basically wat the 3 of us had been doing. but jon is the best man.. he hoh, move a while, change position.. then fell asleep liao.. haha
oh ya.. we got our own lockers.. haha.. ck is 62, me 63 and reg 64.. hahaa then the jumpsuit damn funny.. and troublesome and hot.. haiz.. hope tml no need wear sia.. if not.... siao liao.. when need to wear, will have to bring shorts.. if not really hoh.. we won make it thru the day.. trust me.. haha..
haha.. okok.. late le.. me better go off soon le.. hope u all don find this to long ya? hahaa...
nitez.. noe wat? i wld actually hope everyday is like that ah.. y leh? cos i prefer to slack...... hahahahhahahahahhaaaaa
take care..
slp slp and more slp~ =)

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
10:36 PM

today is the last day of exam!!!! YES!! hahaha... but... wats so good abt tt.. when i didnt do my paper properly? haiz.. nvm la.. its over!!!! yeah!! but still... haiz... monday need go jurong le... haiz... still grieving over that ok...
anyway, tml got class BBQ!!! haha hope everybody have fun ya.
today after paper, went out with reg sylvia and wilmer to buy *something*. hahaha before going to find, went to pasta mania... while deciding to sit where, i turned and forgot to move my left feet... and ya.. the joint came off again... sucks... stupid.. that day jus see my ankle become small..now become big again.. sian.. haiz.. how ah.. anyone can teach how to fix it back? haha
its painful ok.. but hoh... still ok la.. no time go see sinseh liao.. cos attachment le... haiz...
ok la.. very sian ah.... haiz.. ok.. i go liao.. ARGH>>> MON ONWARDS NEED TO WAKE UP SO EARLY.................. haiz... Nitez~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
12:13 AM

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\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
4:01 AM

hmm...... finished math and fluid paper liao!!!! and guess wat...
i mastered a new art.... the instant memory loss skill... haha... noe wat? i can actually command my brain to erase everyting instantly... and damn it.. i tried it during my exam... haha... pls laugh. hahaha
during math paper, at first ok one.. then... at one part of the question, i not sure.. then i go and think alot.. then delete them from my brain.. in the end i deleted everything!!! hahaha but nvm la.. cos i remember after that... did the paper twice.. haha.. 1st time alot of blank la.. cos blank out ma.. then did the second time. and filled up everyting la.. phew~ but hoh.. that's not good either.. cos i read a sentence of my working, halfway thru, i link with the next sentence... so.. got the wrong value... and so that part is wrong!!!!! ITS 6 MARKS LEH!!!!!!! KAOZ!!! haiz.. guess my results will be going downwards liao.. haiz..
then today fluid paper, starting of paper, i ask myself... wat if i blank out? *jus for fun one..* and damn it.. my brain took it for real.. haha and this time i am not that lucky anymore... some parts were permanently deleted... haiz... the theory question, 20marks gone.. cos i leave blank... shit one la... i nv study theory... haiz.. then forget some formulas too... damn it la... got one, i ask chris... actually correct one... then he give me that face, shocked, smiling, ???, dunno, and don wan help face.... hahaha and i interpreted as i am wrong.. so change the formula.. found it a bit weird.. but still tot the previous one was wrong... haiz... why don i jus trust myself!!! haiz.. also 6 MARKS LEH!!!!!!! stupid la... oh shit... that means maybe i'll get a C liao... haiz... haiz..
aiya... going to finish my exam liao la... sorry if i didnt keep my promise as to wat i wrote super duper long ago..... haiz... disappointed..
anyway, today got to noe where we going for attachment first liao.... i am going for IAP training first... got alan also... together with those who will leave after 6weeks of training to companies.... haiz... HOW!!!!!! after they all leave, i dunno anybody liao.... only noe alan lo... how!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! siao liao la... regina and ck doing sempro in cptc first... then sylvia and michelle doing sempro in sch... haiz... then after 12 weeks then they go training... and when they do training, i doing sempro in cptc!!!!! kaoz... how........ how..... how.. HAIZ!!!!!!! very sian one leh!!! how!!!! haiz.... i dun wan to do IAP first...... haiz...
aiya..... stupid la... haiz..... tml gonna be hardworking and start bioprocess liao... last and only hope... haiz...
ok... PPLE JIA YOU FOR THE LAST PAPER!!!!
nitez~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
1:33 AM

today, went studying.. haha.. going home that time, going to 9pm le... then that sylvia.. see her train still got a few min then come and mine coming... so she drag me so that i cannot take that train........ ----____----||| sickening ah you! yan zheng zheng see the train close the door in front of me...... so when her train came, i also drag her.. but in the end still let her go.... and then i had to wait another 4 min!!!!!!!!! waste my time.... nvm... haiz.. still tok halfway hoh, sentence incomplete then go liao. kaoz. sickening!!!! haha
cos i rushing to catch the 9pm show la... then stupid.. miss 15 min..... at the bus stop, at first nobody... then alot of ppl... then bus come and go.. ppl and go... inthe end left me still waiting for bus... so suay leh..... haha
yup.. now slacking... going sleep soon le.. haha. hmmm...
tml's the start of semestral exam!! first paper is math!!!! and up till now i only studied maths!!! how? haiz..
anyway, everybody JIA YOU!!!

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
12:33 AM

wah.. alot of days nv come online le.. haha. was slacking though.. nv study much.. how? tue going to exam le... cham..
today really is a very slack day.. woke up early.. to go to sinseh to treat my leg.. haha.. down there, see pple go in then come out bandaged.. haha... yup.. when i went in, the person ask wats wrong.. and so i told him i sprain my leg.. then he ask how long.. then i said 2 weeks.. and he went "2 weeks??!!" yup.. then he ask me lie down. and then he twisted my leg like it is non existant like that.. haha.. but after that, very comfortable.. haha.. until he rub the medi tt time.. can cry ah.. use so much strength.. haha.. and yeah i got a bandage now. haha... plus some very er xin medi in it... yuck.. haha..
he also gave some pills to eat.. kaoz.. the pills ver big leh.. how to swallow.. but anyway, i did it jus now with 1 1/2 cup of water.. haha.. and its damn ex leh.. cos $26 for like one min of treatment.. kaoz..
hmm.. anyway, came home, gave my sis ting xie.. then after a while, she dunno go where la.. so i went to sleep.. till like 630 like that.. haha.. today nv study till.. die liao.. tml must pia.. must pia finish math..
oh no.. i am still on maths??? haiyo.. must faster liao..
ya.. guess i go sleep liao... wait... slack a while more... then go sleep. haha.. okok.. must zao shui zao qi shen ti hao. haha. trying to adjust my body clock ah.. if not attachment always late then siao liao. haha. okok.. nitez~
pple jia you!

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
11:38 PM