oh man.. the last post was gone. dun even remember wat i wrote anw. haha..
nowadays busy watching tv.. haha not even interested in the com. haha
sandy's crazy.. haha that time when she was still schooling, i forbidded her to buy the xue tian shi vcd.. then jus before her exams finish, she went to buy liao.. and now also bought the story book and the comic books.. and also the sound track and xie zhen ji.. haha.. ok.. i forced her to buy the comic books one.. haha... no.. is psycho her.. haha..
then she watched the show without even waiting for me... haha..
dunno why.. my mummy also hooked liao.. haha.. my mummy seldom watch tv la.. then also can be dis-interested in a show even though she's interested.. haha but.. she actually sat down with sandy in front of the com to watch. *cos my dad watch tv* haha..
when i open the door, i saw sandy first.. then i say she siao.. then.. i saw my mummy.. i was shocked! so engrossed... haha..
then after the show, my sis sang the songs.. i asked her to shut up.. surprisingly, i heard another voice.. haha.. my mummy also singing.. this time i was stunned!
haha.. first time sia.. but i am very happy to see them so happy. haha.. very funny.
they watch the show till they weeping together.. but when i watch, i only felt a thinge of sadness.. most of the time only anger for the characters.
only one time got abit of tear in my eyes la. so actually can say the story is not bad la.
haha.. when my sis watch second time with me, i bet she can qi si. cos when she going to cry, i am scolding the characters.. haha..
plus i always guess wats going to happen next almost correctly. i have to guess. haha.. if not my sis will tell me. so when i guess and ask her, "correct??" she will say, "dunno. u see urself."
haha.. dun let her know sia.. haha.. if not next time she will surely tell me the story before watching one.. haha..
hmm.. nowadays work hoh.. getting sian. fell asleep almost everytime the stupid machine break down. then now my colleague next to me, siti, will lame with me la.. haha.. abt almost anything la.. until we beating each other and laughing till we cramp.. haha.. thats how we keep awake la..
anw, i like to suan my colleagues la.. haha thats part of the fun. suaning is fun.
shit la.. u see la... i can type at the same time and forgot at the same time.. but my forgeting speed is faster.. hahaha.. anw, thats good.
oh ya.. got my results for attachment liao.. B+.. sld be happy or sad?
but i think.. hmm.. i only did my report the day before.. and did the presentation in 5 min, total words not more than 30... and nv rehearse... jus go in and tok cock for 5 min.. when the total time is 15min.. then tok more crap for another 5min.. then gave crap ans when asked questions..
so wat can i expect sia... haha..
but anw, my average is still not near to my personal goal set after ghaff tok abt the point system.. haha.. then the change the system.. ass..
haiya.. but i guess its better ba.. but.. y am i left with a semester... haiyo.. now so difficult liao la..
but tt means i am going to graduate!!!!!!! haha
gonna be a busy sem man.. haha.. with so many things to do sia..
looking forward to tuesday!!! hehe
gonna be another memorable day. haha..
hmm.. oh ya.. my sis went to reformat my com a few weeks ago.. asked me for my permission when i was sleeping. damn... she noes how to make me say yes man... and so.. when i woke up, everything's gone. haha.. but also good la. i also dun remember wat i wanted to keep la. one time all gone means no need think abt it anymore.
thats means the pictures i owed this blog are all gone!
thats saves me trouble to post liao hoh.. haha
haha i got a reason ma. but actually hoh, i can find them back one. but hoh..
dowan la. so ma fan right?
ok.. me go.... do wat... hmm... see first lo.
anw, enjoyed tonight. haha playing arcade. haha racing and banging each other off. haha feli ah.. though we all have different free times, but must still meet up one ok. haha
ok la. me go sleep liao.. tml still need to attend a business tok xiaoyi ask me to go.. haha
ok.. nitez!
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why mummy clear sandy's books and my dictionaries are all gone!!!!!!!!!!!!! alamak!!!

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
1:40 AM

haPpY bIrThDaE k_GuY!!!
hey.. i posted this on 14 nov ok.. jus that it couldnt be posted up la.. haha.. so i didnt cheat on the date...

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
1:37 AM

haha.. today dunno why woke up myself at 8am.. haha.. then actually wan to sleep one.. but then the noise level ah.. haha.. in the end, i watch tv with the kids.. hmm.. clara la.. bryan at school. haha..
watch art attack. haha then was inspired to draw.. so i copied wat the person taught and teach bryan and clara.. haha.. so funny..
i have a rather good memory huh. remembered the details and it came out rather good. haha.. then gave them a little competition.. to draw the same thing.. haha.. and it came out that bryan's one was.. fantastic!! made me feel so inferior.. haha i didnt draw tt well when i was 7 yrs old. haha but thinking of how sandy drew a human when she was 7, i think i am good alr. hahahaha.. me and min always make fun of her "human" when she criticise our art.. haha
but bryan really got the drawing talent.. he note all the details.. even the mini minor ones. haha.. i was shocked!
anyway, it went out well and i am supposed to give them something tml. shit. i forgot to go and buy.. gotta bluff it off tml. haha.. seems like my memory is still not that good huh. haha
anw, when the 2 kids quarrel, know wat? i told them my theory.. and explained to them.. and seems like it made sense. haha.. and they stop after that. but continue soon after thry forgot. haha
then cos sandy today bio paper finish, i decided to bring her out. no.. i got dragged out. when she stays in a shop i dun wan to stay, she remain rigid and so i have to wait. but when we go to a shop i wan to go to, she simply walk out. so i have to follow her. kaoz. haha
anyway, we saw S.H.E. haha.. tot nick's still at camp so msg him to suan him.. and bloody.. he called back and say he's at that place. kaoz.. in the end is i tio suan.. haha..
we go out for a while only then rush home liao.. cos.. sandy wan to watch the 9pm show.. haiz.. haha.. anw, i also wanna watch la.
today won wait for daybreak liao..
even though i am still wide awake. tml gotta work.
sian.
haha..
have to see the filters again.
haha ok la. me go liao. bye ppl.
btw, me cut hair liao. haha candice ah.. not i dun wan cut fringe ah.. is the person jus dun wan cut for me. haha anw, its messy. damn messy. and i think i am going crazy. haha anyway, who cares la. cut means cut liao la.
ok.. those having exams one hoh, jia you ah! see me so free. hehe =P

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
4:24 AM

haha.. the day break today is not nice.. mono colour one..
anyway, the rest except min is awake liao..
sandy going to sch liao. haha for her exam.
mummy ask if i wan go breakfast.
but i say no. cos i am lazy.
now.. i remembered.
i was hungry.
haha

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
7:04 AM

sOooOOoooo touched. candice u remembered me huh? haha...
nearly dowan fren u le.. hehe jus joking la.. u so "good" hoh, how can dowan fren u. haha
anyway, i have already work at seagate for 2 weeks le!! but that only means 7 days la.. hmm.. doing routine work which makes my eyes go crazy.. cos the filter is so small.. haha.. but hoh now better liao la.. but my eyes always go blur blur.. think really need glasses liao.. haha
doing work there hoh, reminds me at the days when i work with loretta.. haha.. kinda missed her.
the ppl there are rather nice. got this ger beside me, her name is siti.. she is rather funny la.. haha.. ask me for alot of advice.. which i hope wat i said will help her la.. she really tell me so much sia.. but its a secret. not going to tell here also.
then when there is alot of work, meaning the line is going rather fast, she will become quite funny.. haha.. blabbering in malay when she drop the hard disk drives.. haha.. then when the line is jammed, we will both feel damn sleepy.. cos its BORING not to have anything to do.. haha.. then she will tell me.. "tok to me!!!! i going to sleep!!!" haha.. then i will reply.. "i very sleepy" haha then we always quote the lead ger.. "can tok cannot sleep ah" haha the aunty is a nice lady.
but still, the job is rather... boring.. haha.. the only think tt drives me on is my will to break my own timing.. haha and of cos.. those of other ppl.. me getting ambitious.. hahahaha. but thats good. at first when i jus started learning, i cannot take it when i see the line empty because of me.. haha.. its really stressful.
then my speed was real slow.. so started trying diff methods to put the filter in.. improved.. but still slower than the aunty who taught me.. haha so i aimed to be better by 0.1 sec.. thats not too ambitious hoh.. then after tat, i wanted to be even better and i improved by 0.6 sec.. then i tot it was very good liao.. until i went to the lines outside to see other ppl one.. they are like damn fast lo.. so.. i made myself beat tat timing also.. and i am faster by 0.3 sec.. so in total from starting, i have improve by 3.5 secs on my timing.. haha.. which is like reduced by more than half. rather happy.. but its tough work to keep up.. haha.. so i think i can start relaxing liao. hehe
but one thing i conclude is a must when doing work.. jam other ppl and not let other ppl jam u. meaning work fast and seriously.
haha...
after i started hoh.. its like haiz.. when i awake, the rest are asleep. and when i am asleep, they are awake.. so when i come back i dun really sleep immediately la.. haha.. and i wake up early also.. haha.. good think abt nite shift. i dun have to worry i will be late. haha cos confirm got ppl wake me up.
last time when i still having attachment, i will tok with my sis till 2am plus.. until i told her.. i left with 3 plus hour to sleep liao la.. then she go sleep. haha.. the other day when she jus took her paper and come back, she told me so many interesting stuff. haha.. nearly dowan go work.. but when she ask me if i working on this day tt day and i tell her no, she went to ask "why??!!". piss me off only. so get scolding from me la.. not scolding la. i only told her to get lost. haha..
then now when i come back, she will ask me stuff also.. then my mum came into the room and ask me go sleep in another room la.. cos my sis on light and radio and tok non stop.. how i sleep.. then my sis replied.. "dun worry la. she's a pig"... -_- haha its quite true la. haha
oh ya.. the other day, went back for NE ppt after my work.. haha.. lame one.. our grp only decided who to say wat 5 min before our turn.. haha but still ok la.. mr chong comment was "not bad.. interesting topic..." haha.. then went to the sem pro room.. we were supposed to hand in our NE tutorial.. haha.. but hoh it seems like everybody expected another person to do liao.. haha end up no ppl do.. haha but i got do leh.. so i am the only one.. haha but i also go leave some blanks la.. so ended up everybody copying.. haha anyway, its jus a pass or fail la.
went home after tt, and found myself locked out. everybody not at home sia... and i nv bring key.. it seems like some miscommunication la.. but i alr told my mummy i nv bring key or hp one lo.. and then i think she had been telling me to bring my key.. then while they were out, my sis msg to tell me to meet them. -_-
of cos i dunno la.. waited for 15min.. *my patience damn short nowadays* and called them. i didnt tok.. i shouted. the uncle at the stall was shocked. and so i waited for another 30min for them.. i was filled with anger la.. nearly slapped the maid who was treating the little boy like trash. but i didnt i jus gave her a killer stare. i was so angry i wanted to scold them when they came back.. but then when i see them smiling, and they brought clara out.. and i see clara so happy, my anger also cease liao.. so i scold clara lo.. haha not scold la.. is play one.. i told her.. "why u go out with them... u are suppose to wait for me at home u know.. i nv bring key lei.. u sld stay at home to open door for me ma.." haha her reply is damn cute.. tt nite i fell asleep for a few min while at work. Tsk tsk tsk. haha..
jus now was toking to my sis. she is like so sad abt toro stuff. haha SIAO. so i took the chance to agitate her somemore la. haha she fume up tt time very cute. haha and so she did something to irritate me.. haha and so i beat her up.. only one hit then my mummy came in and said she hear someone beating someone.. but with the smile on our faces, we dun look like we are fighting. haha then my sis sabo me.. haha but i got off anyway. haha
then she ask me go study math. siao! haha.. cos she not sure abt a question. in the end is she tell me how to do.. haha.. me so useless. then i found out tt my textbooks are damn new!! omg.. haha.. haiz.
things tt i concluded.
why do ppl stop quarreling?
cos of 2 reasons.
its either..
- they know they are going to see each other for the rest of their lives.
or
- they know they are not going to see each other for long
conclusion: no point.
haha
haiya.. me hungry liao.. but nothing to eat leh.. haiz.. dunno wat to write liao la. go play games liao. sian. bye~

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
4:01 AM

hApPy BiRtHdAy WiLmEr!!!

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
4:17 AM

haha.. been slacking for the past few hours doing nothing.... haha... slacker sia.. i am still wide awake!!!!! hahaha
sunrise is simply beautiful!!! and apparently the view which i state is not nice from my room has a great view.. haha..
eventhough cannot see the sun, the day break view is... terrific! haha so calm... haha the sky somewat reminds me of the days i am finding research for my art piece in sec sch.. haiz.. miss those days man..
anyway, me gonna go sleep liao.. ahhahaa..
cos gotta wake up soon. yup..
haha.. will i be able to see day break everyday? hmm...
nitez and morning...

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
6:26 AM

AlRiGht!!!!!!!!
YeAh!!!!!!!
aTtAcHmEnT fInIsH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahaha
actually hoh.. i missed it.. haha...
anyway, now to summarise wat i had learnt during my attachment period.
during the days at cptc, i learnt how to slack, become a master in copying and how to aim and throw stones accurately at the target. haha
had a very fun time there. then came the day when we had to leave. tot it would be the last time at jurong island. but i am wrong... haha..
was attached to a company, GE Betz, located at a very ulu place. together with alan and ghaffu.. then found out that we will be attached to the singapore refining company (SRC) team. and so made our way back to jurong island everyday monday to fridays. haha
at first was damn sian.. but towards the last few weeks, had alr adapt liao. so was kinda reluctant to leave la.. guess thats jus human nature.
anyway, during tt attachment, i learnt... how to jump off a bike without falling, how to repair a bike and how to make spoil a bike. astonishingly, my bike was the only one tt remains intact throughout. so.. apparantly i haven master the skill of spoiling a bike. but rather how to preserve a bike.. ahhaa
the ppl there are all really nice ppl la.. only at first got some prob la.. but i believe it is because they trying to teach us la.. so haiz.. they really very good la..
during the last week, they asked me to stay for a few more days..but i reject it again.. wondering wat i did tt for. haha.. cos the company too giam la... haiz..
then i had to teach my tu di everything before i leave.. was fun and not fun at the same time. haha.. fun tt "hey i can actually teach!" but not fun as in.. haiz.. cannot learn very fast. ok. it was fast la.. but not to my expectation.. haha.. okok... but now think he expert liao la.
haiz.. got one day went back to cptc to get the cert. very lame la.. haha a bit more like wasting time. anw, that was the last time and will be the last time at cptc ba..
yup then on the last day, was not really willing to leave the cabin.. cos its like a home there.. haha.. and being the last day, everyone were laming and cracking jokes.. there was once in the last week we faxed a dedication to perfect 10.. haha and it got read out. haha was really funny and everyone were like laughing their heads off. hahahaa.. otelli edwards read ghaffu's name wrongly and ghaff was like complaining.. haha we said we hoped that our boss will let us go off earlier in the dedication.. and otelli said.. it is good to have hopes... ahhahaa.. and sze tat went. "ya hope hope hope!!!" haha very funny.
then we tried emails and planned wat to say if we call in.. haha will not forget ghaff trying to imitate ali the caustic driver.. "arlo CCM....." haha hilarious... haiz..
then weekends was choinging project... haha... first time in life i did a damn simple presentation.. a total of 8 pages.. with only 3 pages with words.. and each page, the words not amounting more than 20.. haha
and the report, at least 25 page, i had 27.. including contents and reference. haha so its exactly 25 pages... hahahaha
then when it was my turn to present, i told myself.. i want my confidence.. ahha surprisingly! it came! ahhaa.. was quite stable.. rare rare.. haha until... i finish my ppt in 5 min!!!!!!! omg.. then i started to panic.. *wrong move* haha.. and then i decided to tok nonsense.. haha.. logical nonsense la.. haha then mr wong and mr chong ask me questions.. haha.. very funny.. got one question is wat i had wanted to ask boon teen since the start liao.. but nv.. so i anyhow ham tam lo.. haha.. till now i still dunno correct or not.. but i think tian bock got tell me b4 la.. hmm... dunno.. it over!!!!!
then went back for NE.. haha think i still like history despite my disappointing grades.. haha.. its interesting.. but still sometimes i cant help trying to keep myself awake. hahaa
but watching the videos were the best. haah
went for interview on wed. decided tt i wan to go find myself. haha cos after grad, i will have to find myself also ma. so wats the diff. want to train up the confidence and determination i lost. not sure if i can do it yet. haha then i told my dad i wan work nite shift. and he was like opposing. hmm.. but if there's a will there's a way. yup. and i jus tok for 5 min and.. ok. haha.. easy huh.
during the interview, i was like thinking.. morning shift or nite shift.. haha.. hmm.. cos if i do morning, i might clash with my NE lecture on fri.. then if nite shift, i will clash with my last meeting with my supervisors... tough decision.. haiz.. so in the end i chose to preserve my attendence for NE.. and give up on ppl.. haiz.. i then dun wan fail and retake NE sia.. thats ridiculous. haha...
but i really wan to meet them la.. so in e end, i stayed up the nite to do someting for them.. think its nice.. haha. but still it was not to my expectation.. haiz.. got ghaff to pass it to them.. and my ppe also.. haha.. ghaff was like shocked when i pass him my ppe.. haha but i tot i told him the day b4 liao via sms.. haha.. singtel ah.. singtel.. haha..
on thurs, went for the training session.. hmm.. working in seagate. haha.. the aunties all very cute one.. but hoh all of them in morn shift.. haha.. their topics all very horny one.. but mostly in malay la.. so... haha i learn malay!!! ahhaa got one aunty is my mummy know one somemore. wat a small SMALL world! haha
me working in cleanroom btw.. haha then on the first day of work, was attached to 2 aunties.. they very cute sia.. haha.. keep asking me to calculate things for them.. then ask me how to improve maths la.. haha.. then i tot.. hmm.. *wat is the thing i nv did?* so i told them.. understand and keep practising.. then i ask.. *wan tuition?* haha.. then they say.. "you?" i tot for a while.. nope. i can recommend. haha.. then i change a topic. then they ask me alot of things.. haha.. and i realised.. in the nite, they will do anything to keep themselves awake. haha.. and they began to suan ppl, scold vulgar, and tok very funny stuff... haha
sec day of work was.. *sIAN* haha.. cos the new line got nothing to do la.. i fell asleep for a while.. haha. and that result in not adapting well.. so in the morn, felt like vomiting.
right now, when everyone is sleeping, i am wide awake. and when everyone is awake, i am sleeping.. haiz. NO LIFE! haha
hmm.. when i came home from work, was going to fall asleep liao.. haha.. then my mummy tell me secret.. haha tok until so soft i nearly scold her.. haha.. but cannot la.. anw, i couldnt hear anything. so it will remain a secret ya. haha most of the time is like tt la.. if i can hear, i won bother to hear. haha..
then today when i wake up, dunno wat la.. my attitude sux. cos i jus wake up ma.. then my daddy say i change liao.. will tok loud loud liao.. hmm.. ya.. i jus wake up ma... sorry.. and i dun like ppl to keep asking me questions when i jus wake up la.. haiz.. sorry..
oh ya.. sorry if this post is very messy.. cos i jus write watever i can think of.. haha
oh ya.. i threw away the block of wood that i broke near a year ago at adam khoo's talk.. haha.. FINALLY! and i realise why i cant get over those flaws.. cos i still kept them.. haha.. so i've decided to change. and i feel myself changing. and i will change. haha to a...? dunno. jus see lo. haha
hmm.. nowadays hoh, i buy too many things for sandy liao la.. i also dunno why.. haha.. i jus buy when i see it. hmm.. maybe cos she's always lazing ard.. sleeping and not studying.. and plus.. i kept toking to her when she is studying.. haha.. then when she says she needs some motivation, i WILL find some for her.. haha.. more like threatening her for my pleasure. haha but i like her confidence and determination. hmm.. that is wat i am gonna learn from her. yup. haha
feli, u can guess wat i got for her sia.. haha.. can u? hehe
oh ya.. went walk walk with sandy and min the day b4 sandy's bio practical.. haha.. when i found out that the next day was her practical, i nearly slap her on the face.. but i think.. i did not.. haha sometimes, u jus need to relax... haha.. had a great day. we met uncle allan leh! the world is so small!!! ok i conclude that the world is damn damn small.. hahaha
yup.. then we sat down together and he was like suaning sandy for losing her wallet the other day.. and when we were filling up some forms at macdonald, i pass them the pen ghislene*my junior* gave me, and went to buy some food. but when i came back, the pen was dismantled!!! hahaah so funny.. i laugh till i cramp sia.. haha.. then uncle allan suggested that they *the 3 of them*, camouflage the pen the way sandy camouflage her wallet... *and lost it* and hope i'll forget my pen and lose it.. haha cos the pen made them so malu.. haha so cute!!!!! haha
hmm.. guess i got nothing to say liao.. haah some things no need to say liao la. if wan to state, i can stay here the whole nite liao. haha
hmm...
yup. feli, read ur blog. hahaha.. i laughed myself dead jus now!!! hahaa so funny!!
candice... jia you!
ok... i go find something to do.. i am determined to adapt to nite shift. yup. take care and nitez ppl~

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3:32 AM