wow.. i seemed to disappeared for such a long time.
But today, i must write this very funny thing that happened in my company. hahaha
we had this level one audit which we do inspection among our own area, then william and alan were flushing this safety shower, with alan holding a pail above his head and william controlling the handle. haha.. cos alan very tall ma.. hmm... then the first flush was ok, cos only half full, then during the 2nd, william tot they could fill more, so asked alan to hold longer.
then while flushing, alan told william that the bucket is going to be full, william said that still can fill a bit more. haha jus then, william looked outside the window and, the bucket was really full!!
and guess wat happened??? haha the strong flow of water flow out with alan still holding onto the bucket, and alan instantly became a drenched chicken!!!!!!! hahahahaha
i wasnt there. but if i was, i definately laugh till stomach cramp!! hahaha this story was told by alan. after he came out from shower with his all wet clothes. hahaha so funny man..

yup. did i say that i was in the micro lab? anyway, i am now back to the chemical testing side. looking all glam and listless. haha.. well, everyone could see the difference. when i was in micro, my chemist asked how come i am so happy and smiling everyday! but now, my microbiologist ask me why i am like no strength everyday one. haha
well, after i was back to the chem lab, *not that the 2 labs are away from each other. they are located at the same place*, i started nue4 dai4-ing my microbiologist. haha.. scold him la, suan him la, beat him la, not that i dun scold him when i was back in micro. he say i very cruel to him haha.. i said, cos u not my boss liao, then stick out my tongue at him. he suan me say i very realistic. hahahah..
but who knows, he told me that day, giving me the sly and "u die liao" face, that he will be writing my PDP, *my report that will state how well i performed all that*. then gave me the heeheehee after saying that. even ask me to write in point form to tell him how well i did myself. wa lao.... how to do that man.. no matter wat i write he sure take the chance to laugh at and bully me one.. haha
well, in micro lab, he bully fuilin, i protect her. haha thats why i bully my boss. but i think he likes to be bullied. hahaha he's quite funny though.
well, after i am OUT from the micro lab, *i'll force myself back there*, i got a few more job scopes, have to deal with vendors, all that.. kaoz.. i hate toking to ppl la.. *unless i know them*
I told my chemist that time, i wan to be half micro half chem liao.. she said no prob. but my the other new chemist, pulled me out when my microbiologist CCL and fuilin were not ard.. nobody to fend me.. so i lost. PIG la!!!!! that sickening CCL still say: "you la.. tell you to make a choice liao.. dowan make la.. see now wat happen.."
i wan to box him sia.. haha.. not that i didnt think.. i tot for weeks.. i couldnt come out with a conclusion.. haiz.. watever.. boss throw wat take wat...
Watever make them think that i work until very tired??!! now my OT lessen alot alot!!! my hobby is working leh..... haiz... cos one day not working, i lose my momentum, then will become lazy one leh..
then now i working with aunty in my cell, so far so good.. but she sort of wanted me to follow her style, which some i gave in cos simple, other things which i had my own style, i didnt changed and made it known to her that i do it this way and thats it. of cos i do it tactfully.. dowan to have any unhappiness. but of cos sometimes i get unhappy due to her pattern, but i tolerate. cos everyone got their own way. who knows, she might be tolerating me. haha..
well, i really feel so much sadder now. no more huo2 li4 liao..
well, the first month of the year is alr finishing liao.. nothing much has been accomplished. but well, this year will be a very very busy year:
- more job scope
- learning driving
- maybe studying *not degree, but specialist diploma*
hmmm.. only three things wat.. why will i be busy?
well, lets see.. for the past year, wat have i accomplished??
well, i cant think of anything.. but i think i have neglected alot alot of ppl.. but wat did they think? do they even remember me?
hmm.. who knows.. ppl come and go. but really, friendships are not something that you can take and put down jus like that. its immpossible to let go for me. but of cos, there are some which i can jus put down like tt. but for some, it has been hurting to keep thinking that we were once so close and yet we dun see each other or communicate for years.. but cant help but know that they are in a totally different environment, their character changed, attitude changed, made new frens, new closer frens.. who knows if i have alr became a stranger to them. someone who jus happened to pass by and create a chapter in their life book. who knows.. but who also knows that we might be thinking the same but nobody make that first step to find out..
well, i dunno.. tried ages ago.. but either no time or the meeting gets cancelled last minute.. they say they'd call.. but when? even things we used to do every year gets forgotten, not even a simple sms greeting or wat.. do you even know how sad i become at all this so called happy occassion? even emails that we used to send each other became a slow reply, then no reply at all.. haiz.. i really sort of scared to even try liao.. in case it makes me even sadder.
thats why now, i dun really wan to put alot of feelings into new frenships.. but you know, when its real frenship, its hard to control. thats why i still get hurt over little things. not that anyone knows of.
well, thats life isnt it?
ok..... i dun wan write liao.. getting emotional again. dun even know if anyone even understands wat i wrote.
good night.

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
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