22 liao!!!! kaoz... so old.. thanks to ppl who wished me!! thanks!

oh ya.. i not doing microbiology liao.. cos the stupid school didnt have enough ppl. but still ask us to go down for enrolment, waste my leave!!!!!!!! still want me go down to return my card!!!!!!!! siao!!! was very very angry lo.. but then i ask for a transfer of course. cos i dowan to waste my one year lo.. every other school applications are all closed liao lo.. sickening!!!
so now i doing biotech!! got like not much background la.. and was not very interested in all those DNA stuff..

watever.. but now, my class only have like 11 ppl? and most of them are grad with bachelor or master degree in science. some working in the related industry some doing research. only maybe me and the other ger and the uncle got no background ba.. the uncle is near 70's with a high post in his company la.. so how to catch up? haiz..

they all can like say out terms before the teacher says lo.. and even say they dun need watever basics cos they know liao.. sian..

but one great accomplishment!! so far the the 1st two days, i didnt fall asleep!! 1st day cos i sitting in front of the lecturer. very xin ku la!!! force myself awake..

aiya.. OKOKOK la.. i go sleep liao.. nothing interesting la! haha..
nitez..

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
1:26 AM

Wow!! finally got to login liao.. couldnt log in from the other com.. got so many things to say, as usual.. some forgot. so cut short!!
well, some updates. on the 2nd april, i will officially become a perm in my company liao.. dunno why, but not much feelings anymore.. maybe cause fed up with working? not cos of work.. working is my hobby and it is still. its jus the working partners ba.. i ask alot.. haha.. must be neat, smart, fast, enthu blah blah blah.. but.. haiz.. thats why, not that happy. well, wat to do? suck thumb. hahahaha and also i have to do alot alot of toking with suppliers. i hate it. i really dun like to tok. but now got alot of practice sia.. but i still cant tok properly. another thing.. i going to have a table and com!!! cos i tio complain always use the phone, com. and another thing. my things can be found everywhere in the lab.. ahhaha i am jus too messy. but they didnt complain that. haha my colleagues say they complain so they will give me peronal space. ahaha.. for my own good. diao.. soon i will have to sit with the office ppl.. its jus so inconvenient to tok with the chemist, microbiologist and technical officers ard. sometimes even the lead is ard.. worse sia.. ARGH!!!! i wan to stay in the lab. haiz
ok.. secondly, i have taken up driving. did i mention that before? maybe i did. forgot. anyway, thats it i taking driving. haha having practical in june. hope to pass hoh.. well, nearly had so many accidents during lessons.. how to pass sia.. haha.. "wah piang" and "wah" were the words i hear from my instructor frequently.. hahahaha i am dangerous.
thirdly, i will be attending school again!!! well, at Singapore Poly taking up microbiology. Specialist Diploma in Microbiology. haha hope my interest comes back soon. else i'll suffer. cos starting without much background except experience. compare to the others taking the same diploma, i sort of lose out ba. I MUST DO WELL!!! cos its only a one year course, i must keep my concentration strong for jus this one year.. haha i have a short attention span and not much determination.
recently jus lost all my picts that i had taken with my camera!!! well, i did burn a few of them out recently.. but due to laziness, i didnt complete all.. and they are all gone now!!! ppl say, jus take again la.. but can those exact ones be taken again? NO. thats why i was so sad. its the memories that they display that are so important. cos i think i may ose my memory one day. no la.. cos i sort of cant remember alot now.. so sad that i couldnt go to work the next day due to my very puffy eyes which took abt a few days to go back to its panda shape. still trying to get them back with help. but i sort of let go le.. not that i dowan to find them back.. but i am going to find out who i had previously burn some of them for. if ppl who have, and read this, pls let me know can.. give me some hope. then, the ones that i will really lose will be my personal ones liao.. my own family one also.. haiz. well.. wat to do.. arh... i feel so sad now again..
memories are very impt to me..
well, am i forgotten?
anyway, i am left with 2 hours to sleep before i have to wake up.. cos we are going to bai bai.. haven bai bai my ah ma for a long time le..
okok.. good nitez.. *before anyone wake up to scold me*

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
3:47 AM