Its been so long huh.. haha.. got so so so much to say.. but i all forgot le. oops. sorry la. cant remember so many things.
well, basically life's still the same.
work busy, but i feel slack. no motivation, no satisfaction.
gonna sign my company bond in jan or feb next year... MeANING!!! ~ Gonna stay put here for at least another 5 YEARS!!! wa kaoz.. haha...
been asked which area i want to develop my career in.. but i really have no idea.
gotta think hard.. whether i wan to sign.. haiz..
hmm.. today chris told me.. if increment not good, he will throw letter le. haha.. cos he alr been offered a job!!! KAOZ lo.. i scold him betrayer.. haha joking la.. jus that he got lobang nv tell me. haha.. but he alr rejected the job offer cos he going to take bond here.. haha so he will be stucked for 2 more years.. seems like my bond will be kind of the "not worth it" huh.. i will grad only 4 years later lo.. but he grad next year.. thats why.. sian la..
nowadays, i've learnt to reject what others tell me to do. else, i'd be too busy and stressed up. not really stress la.. just that i cant really remember all that everyone tells me and i feel guilty when i dun "complete".
but there are times i jus "take it on!" for the sake to challenge myself.. haha.. they say i spoil market.. haha well, sometimes i really like my job. sometimes i dun. haha thats life isnt it. jus dun do anything wrong can le.. else the ending will be disastrous. haha
hmmm.. i am also organising a meeting up for my batch of guides.. haha.. first time i taking initiative though.. but i really hope we will be able to meet up. cos thinking back, the times i was in guides were the happiest times i had in school. hmmm.. not really though. but i love going to sch last time. i miss the pri sch and sec sch times.. so bonded.
i miss the activities too.. not really possible to have those kinds of activities also.. cos everyone may have changed. maybe not as active. different lifestyles.. haiz..
there are some that have not replied me yet.. haha.. one i am especially disappointed in. but nvm.. she always say that it is weird cos nothing much in common. haiz..
as one grows older, they realise that the frens they are closer too are the ones that have things in common.. nothing much to talk abt when there is nothing much in common.
well.. thats it..
hmm.. waiting for WJ return.. which is like.. dunno when.. was hoping that she would be able to join us in the meet up.. but its not possible ba..
hmmm... haiz.. must have more outings asap, before i start sch.. then i will disappear into the background.. haha.. no la.. jus kidding..
okok.. gtg le.. nitez..

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