I was deeply saddened by a news that i think i know what happened..
she had always been a joval lady, always smiling and laughing.
she's my close fren in primary sch mother..
the aunty who will ask her son to bring my homework home to pass to me when i on MC.. then explain to me what i am supposed to do and what the teacher said that day..
she's still rather young you know.. haiz.. but sometimes, life is jus so unfair isnt it?
looking at her photos, really make my heart feel so heavy.. despite what is happening, she still looked really happy..
haiz..
her son, one of my best fren in Primary sch.. the one who always wan to fight with me since kindergarden.. the one who is so determined, self-motivated and strong.
the one who make me very busy.. i remember that he had not been very good with his grades and music.. so he had asked me to give him a composition title every week which he will write on, then asked me to mark. (Please, my english had deteriorated since i used it lesser and lesser..) asked me to teach him how to read the dao geis for music and practised the recorder with me almost every week during recess..
the one who forced me to play soccer and basketball using yakult bottles during recess..
the one i forced him to play hopscotch with me..
the one who share jokes and quotes he created himself..
the one who brings newpaper to school and forced me to read it, cos i forced him to bring them la.. for him to practise the picture description actually..
the one who do silly things with me like using our erasers to rub anything and see who can rub till the longest "residue".. you know.. but its really very long you know.. cos we rub for many days.. use the eraser to rub the colour off textbooks so that the "residue" will be coloured.. then collected them in paper pockets that we made ourselves and called it our magic potion..
the one whom i let him colour the pictures on my storybook.. and scolded him after that cos of the unique style he used and also cos he finished all the pictures and nv leave anything for me to colour..
the one whose spirits nv dampens and forever on the go.
looking back, i really missed those days.. while his "graph" is always going up, mine had been going down.. i really need to review alr..
i seem to have lost my direction.. have been looking at things too negatively.. lost my priorities..
think i will need time to adjust back..
and what is the objective in life??
to be successful?? whats the defination of success?
so what if one is successful if he/she is not happy?
to have money?? thats impt, but it cant buy happiness.
whats the motive of a human on earth?
today, i learnt again that to be happy is when those around you are happy as well.
so create happiness to ppl and you will be happy as well.
so, do more expect less. be satisfied.
To be happy is to be happy to be.

\\`jUz m3 mYs3lF & i`//
12:20 AM